Wh chipped his elbow. Doctor prescribed prednisone for 5 days. Since he has been taking it, WH has been a COMPLETELY different guy. He is happy, not always tired, helpful, motivated, super nice and he ACTUALLY wants sex! Since he has been taking it, I have got a glimpse of the OLD WH. I love it.
But when he goes off he will go back to ALWAYS being tired, grumpy, hateful, mean, and never wanting sex and even going as far as giving me disgusted looks when I suggest it...or so Im dreading.
To me, this drastic change suggests that he needs some sort of medicine for moods or something?
Good news: This weekend I hardly thought of the A (maybe it had something to do with WH's mood). We had sex (sex is still disgusting for me mind movies etc), but it was good.
Bad news: Today coming back to work (where the A happened) has triggered me severely. I am SO hurt by the fact that I am not the only woman my Wh finds attractive, or wants sexually and this realization is so painful. It hurts knowing that WH cheated on me after me having nightmares when he got over in this country of this happening. It kills me to know he would do this. I just feel so horrible and sad and hurt. And I am SO disgusted by him. And I HATE the OW so much I just dont know what to do with all this rage and hate. I want to out her to her kids, and the world, and basically ruin her life.
I just dont know what to do.