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User Topic: Fog & Antidepressants
♀ 43517
Member # 43517
Default  Posted: 10:01 PM, June 6th (Friday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

My MC has strongly recommended I go on ADs. I have a history of restricting (recovering anorexic) and my health has taken a nosedive after DDay. I'm 5'6" and down to 112. I want out of this effing fog. I haven't completely detached mentally from my AP but I'm DESPERATE to. I feel like a junkie. I've been tempted to break NC and I informed my BH of this. I'm determined to remain NC. How am I supposed to forget about AP when I dream about it every other night?

I'm desperate to escape this pain. The pain of loss, grief, and worthlessness. I don't think I'm suicidal but I fantasize about swallowing a bottle of pills and every day I wake up I wish I were dead. Will ADs help lessen these intense feelings? I know my MC & Bh think my first priority should be to get my eating under control.

Me: WW 32
Him: BH 36
DDay 5/23/14, 4 month EA/PA
Married 8 years Together 12
3 Beautiful Kiddos

Posts: 54 | Registered: May 2014
♀ 42354
Member # 42354
Default  Posted: 10:25 PM, June 6th (Friday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage


Honey, please see your doctor and discuss the possibility of AD's. It sounds like you are in a very dark, scary place right now. AD's will help lift the heavy feeling from your shoulders, and lessen the dark thought processes you are currently going through. Clearing your thinking may also help you focus on getting your disordered eating under control as well.

Please, take care of you, help yourself in every way you can.

There are a lot of good people in these parts, they'll help you

Me- BS 44
Him- FWH 44
Married 20 years, Together 27
Kids- 24,23,16,15
D Day- 7 Sept 2013
OW- Irrelevant

Posts: 324 | Registered: Feb 2014 | From: Australia
♀ 42630
Member # 42630
Default  Posted: 3:14 AM, June 7th (Saturday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

They can be life-changing and life-saving. See your doc ASAP!

"Saw things clearer once you were in my rear view mirror." Pearl Jam's Rearviewmirror

Posts: 209 | Registered: Mar 2014 | From: Southeast USA
♀ 42111
Member # 42111
Default  Posted: 3:39 AM, June 7th (Saturday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Please see your doctor as soon as possible. Anti D's will certainly help to focus your thinking and calm you down.

I have restrictive ED too and it came back with a vengeance after dday. 5'9 and back up to 119 now which is good, I feel better for it. Anti D's will help you feel more in control of your feelings so will lessen the need to control food.

Take care of yourself, Imsorry. Sending strength. We're here for you.

Madhatters doing well in R.

Chin up. Unwavering. Fight. I can do this.

Posts: 1311 | Registered: Jan 2014 | From: UK
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