I've been agonizing over a possible separation, or just time away from my fWH. I've decided to take a sublet for a month, in a few weeks. I'm still not sure how it will work, because my husband's ill mother will need more care I think, but I will leave that to fWH to work out. Already I was away this weekend and when I came back it was a sight to see with dishes everywhere and a general mess.
I felt very lonely indeed this weekend at the hotel - a sort of trial period - I didn't want to fall out of love with my fWH, but his bad treatment of me on top of the EA have left me just feeling numb. Anybody else feel on a roller coaster of emotions with the decision around separation?