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rollerager (original poster member #39175) posted at 4:23 AM on Sunday, June 15th, 2014
I am so over feeling lonely. It just sucks. I never have anything to do besides sit at home. I wish I had friends to go places with. I wish someone I could meet new people. I wish I didn't feel lost. I wish I wasn't so angry with my WS, everything he does seems to annoy me. I wish things would have turned out different so I didn't have these feelings.
BS 22
WS 26
D-Day #1 EA/PA Oct 2011
D-Day #2 EA/PA Feb 2012
D-Day #3 EA/PA Mar 2012
^On going affair with former girlfriend.
D-Day #4 PA April 2013
D-Day #5 PA May 2014
I cannot see any hope in R, I am truly shattered.
RiseAbove22 ( member #43325) posted at 4:53 AM on Sunday, June 15th, 2014
I feel exactly like you.
I am all alone.
I have only my parents now (thank God)
My ex is so wrapped up in her new relationship she doesnt give a shit about me even though i gave her 14 years and took care of her home for 11 years.
I dont have friends and it sux.
The same daily routine becomes exhausting.
RiseAbove22 ( member #43325) posted at 4:55 AM on Sunday, June 15th, 2014
Wow i just noticed we joined the same day.....
Wonder if that means something.....?
rollerager (original poster member #39175) posted at 5:08 AM on Sunday, June 15th, 2014
That we both have crummy taste in spouses? Lol my sad attempt at humor
BS 22
WS 26
D-Day #1 EA/PA Oct 2011
D-Day #2 EA/PA Feb 2012
D-Day #3 EA/PA Mar 2012
^On going affair with former girlfriend.
D-Day #4 PA April 2013
D-Day #5 PA May 2014
I cannot see any hope in R, I am truly shattered.
RiseAbove22 ( member #43325) posted at 5:15 AM on Sunday, June 15th, 2014
Yes.....
curiouswiz ( member #34405) posted at 12:20 PM on Sunday, June 15th, 2014
Rollerager; Gently because I know you're hurt. Sweet girl, you're so young. Do you want to spend the next 70 years with this person? Seriously? Run. Just run as fast as you can. I can't look at all the cheating he has done and not feel a terrible twinge in my stomach and chest for you. Please get things going to get yourself free from this horrible abuse. Please.
jjct ( member #17484) posted at 12:47 PM on Sunday, June 15th, 2014
curious is right.
I don't even have to backcheck - she is that wise.
Where to run?
Why,
into yourself of course!
I love poetry. It speaks to me. There's a constant song in my head. It's not sappy - for keeping the loneliness at bay - it is a true thing, that arises from within, and nourishes me. Within, living within, is the best comfort dear roller.
Here - this is just for you:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k7X7sZzSXYs
Be at peace dear (((roller)))
jjct ( member #17484) posted at 12:49 PM on Sunday, June 15th, 2014
If you're happy in your head
then solitude is blessed
and alone is ok...
rollerager (original poster member #39175) posted at 3:31 PM on Sunday, June 15th, 2014
I'm not with my wayward so don't worry about that! I just wish I had friends to go out with and hang around with like I used to.
BS 22
WS 26
D-Day #1 EA/PA Oct 2011
D-Day #2 EA/PA Feb 2012
D-Day #3 EA/PA Mar 2012
^On going affair with former girlfriend.
D-Day #4 PA April 2013
D-Day #5 PA May 2014
I cannot see any hope in R, I am truly shattered.
justinpaintoday ( member #42858) posted at 11:30 PM on Sunday, June 15th, 2014
rollerager: I underdstand your situation...you will likely have to take the lead in changing this...Might I suggest www.meetup.com? It is a website for people of similar interests to get together and hang out without necessarily being a dating site (each group is different).
Not sure where you work but could you hang out with people from there? Don;t worry about age just seek a diverse group of intesting people.
I totally get it though...it is a weird adjustment when you have functioned in step with another to all of a sudden be flying solo. Very very lonely.
I never realized you could be in this much pain and not be dying.
rollerager (original poster member #39175) posted at 12:33 AM on Monday, June 16th, 2014
Unfortunately I do not work. My kiddos are under school age, 2.5 and 7 months, so I am at home with them.
The thing with that meetup website is that most likely people on there will be 30-60 minutes away from me. I live in a REALLY small hicktown in between some small cities. That is another reason finding friends is hard.
BS 22
WS 26
D-Day #1 EA/PA Oct 2011
D-Day #2 EA/PA Feb 2012
D-Day #3 EA/PA Mar 2012
^On going affair with former girlfriend.
D-Day #4 PA April 2013
D-Day #5 PA May 2014
I cannot see any hope in R, I am truly shattered.
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