Brundelfly - have done some cod research. Sounds familiar.........
It just does now seem that I am crazy. I really do think maybe whatever it was ended in January. I think maybe. I don't know.
I know I'm not doing so good. Can't sleep. Food is horrible. I work in medical profession and am doing everything I would lecture others on.
I take full responsibility for the mess I'm in now. And I know there is stuff I can do but I acknowledge I'm too scared.