Hold on to those old memories. I hope you're feeling a little better today.
My tolerance for stupid shit is getting less and less.
Years ago, a really nice house down the block from us went up for sale so of course I took the tour with the relator For some reason I had my heart set on moving into it, so much so that I almost called my mom to ask for the money which REALLY pissed MH off
Anyway, a couple mornings later I was leaving for work and I was sitting in our driveway putting on my lipstick and I started looking around our old house and I realized just how much I would miss living here...so many memories, good and bad and everything in between has happened inside this house for the last 22 years of my life. I started crying because my heart was telling me everything I already knew which was this is the house I'm supposed to be in.
Big changes are so hard...I really hope your new house can bring you some wonderful happy times that will create new memories for you
You know what? When the time is right and the stars are aligned everything will fall into place for you all. Look at this as a transition period...it's not permanent