Why do people sometimes feel the need to tell you things? Sooo this woman, E, E used to date the exs best friend. The exs best friend actually left her for another girl and then that girl dumped him for someone else and he came crawling back to E but they arent together.. karma tho! So E understands my pain. Well E and I were talking about how the Ex is who he is . Then a week later she texts me telling me she saw him , briefly.And they both talked about their babies. E has a new baby and my ex has a baby (with his ex he left me for, jerry springer anyone? ) anyway, I thought E was in my corner but maybe she thought I didnt care to hear that. I mean we have been broken up for two years almost.
I triggered for a few days. Before I realized , I am ACCOMPLISHING MY GOALS AND DREAMS... i DIDNT want that child that he so badly wanted because he mistreated me and it wasnt an equal partnership . And for him to have a child a year after we almost had a child, after being together 7 years, shows 1) he checked out a long time before we ended 2) he was in a rush to have a baby...
it just hurts but at the same time he always wanted this baby to fix his demons.. who knows if they are fixed...thats really how you fix them , dumping your gf for your ex that dumped you and never wanted you until youve been with soemoen for a long time and appear to have money.. i know for the MOST PART im healing but little things like that just grind my gears.. its not that I want him to have his karma but he did me so wrong even all his friends say that , i just want him to one day feel bad or have something unkind done to him .. on a good note , we havent spoken since dday sept 2012 !!! not one word :-)
7 years together
OW was his ex he always convinced was his friend .. moved in her and knocked her up , got together behind my back
Ddays : many in 2009 and 2010
final dday : Sept 2012 after being broken up 3 w