Well, I went to my first Co-dependent's Anonymous meeting. The first support group ever in my life! Wow am I a mess! But a happy mess! I can focus on myself to change, and myself is somebody I can do something about! Haven't felt this good in a long long while!
I told my WBF/alcoholic about my meeting,smiling all over, and he had a sneer on his face and looked incredulous when I said he looked angry. BUT I DON'T CARE!!! My stomach was nervous and shaky around him, he was like a time-bomb and I am still sticking to my guns about his leaving because he did not go to a support group like RESPECT as he had promised. He is being very stubborn/childish :'I won't go and you can't make me' type of look. He is trying to get me angry too - keeps asking me if he can turn on and watch the TV, even though I said he does not have to ask - just to try to provoke me - passive aggressive stuff.
Wow! What power it is to detach! Tomorrow I may be a pathetic wreck again, but now I feel great!!!