I've been reading through my journal entries here and I'm both amused and appalled.
I was so full of hope that we were going to get past the betrayal and make our marriage work the way it should have that I became gullible.
Back then, I loved him with everything I had and would do just about anything to keep our marriage. I allowed him so much slack. I gave him more chances than any one person ever deserves. I overlooked so many things that should have screamed at me to run away and never look back.
Hind sight is always 20/20. I wish present sight and fore sight was just as vivid and accurate - I could have saved myself a lot of frustration and aggravation.