My WH is doing so great. He has this great new job that he loves, he's back to working out and eating right, he's having all these spiritual awakenings and moments of clarity… He's trying his best to be supportive and really learn about how his As have affected me...
Then there's me. I feel stuck. Happy for him that he's doing so well but I have this background hum of sadness that never seems to go away… I wish I could join him on this high, but I just feeling kinda stuck in the mud.
This mood may be influenced my the fact that today is our 15th wedding anniversary, maybe I will feel differently tomorrow…? I know I can't speed up healing but I am just so sick of all of this.
Thanks for letting me vent...
2011 started 2.5years of TT
Full disclosure in OCT.2013,