me,me,me!!!! I'm diliberatly pushing guys away because I'm scared shitless of allowing another man to get close to me. I'd rather have meaningless relations that will never go anywhere because I know I can't get hurt if it's not serious. These guys, they could care less about me, I know this. That's where I'm at and I know where I'm at. I'm still scared, I'll say it loud and clear. It's ok. I was burned very badly for a very, very long time over and over again for years and not knowing what was really happening (him cheating/distance) was driving me crazy. UNTIL the wonderful day the truth came out. Wonderful, because I knew my gut was right. I guess you could say I'm used to misery and being unhappy.
Maybe you don't want those guys, find something wrong with each and every one of them, because YOU, my dear, are amazing. :) Don't settle, when you fall in love, you will KNOW it. Take it easy. I don't think it's control, I think you just haven't found "him" yet. And, sometimes, we just want them to like us, yes, it feels good, but as long as you draw the line somewhere, you're good. Plus, if you REALLY liked one of them, you wouldn't ever let him go. That's my 2 cents.
[This message edited by libertyrocks at 4:38 PM, June 30th (Monday)]