IDK ... you may feel like you're back at square one, but I think you're past it.
If your H answered your questions honestly, you've accomplished quite a bit. First, you have a much better idea of the betrayal you have to deal with.
Second, and perhaps more important, your H is in the process of owning what he did. He can't heal, and you can't R, until and unless he accepts responsibility for betraying himself and you.
Third, by answering your questions, your H has started to rebuild trust. It may not be enough to notice yet, but it's happening.
It still hurts like hell, though....