Ok this is probably going to trigger a few so please be aware.
My question, when is it okay to just just love your BH, without seconding guessing how you love them, meaning am I showing it right, where you can just wake up in the morning and say, I love you so much cause that is just how your feeling, or as your sitting outside and you see him and you just want to say you make heart feel the sky is a the limit.
When can I just be able to love him again. I want to just be, to just love , to quit second guessing every movement every word, to just love. To just be free to love naturally. I know this is a bit confusing, its hard to put into words, but its breaking my heart and making me cry this wave of feeling.
Is me that's scared to do that, or is it really something else.
I was walking across the yard just now and this came over me and I had to put it out.