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JanaGreen (original poster member #29341) posted at 5:36 PM on Monday, July 14th, 2014
A while back, my therapist told me that it would be a good idea to reclaim the city where my H had his drunk ONS with the escort (July 2010).
Last year was our tenth anniversary but my H was having serious back issues (badly herniated disc) so we didn't do much to celebrate. He just asked me what I wanted to do for our anniversary and after I jokingly told him Bora Bora Bora, I realized that the city where he had the ONS is a close drive and would probably be a good choice for a quick weekend getaway.
I don't know if it would be too triggery. Due to the nature of his work, he gets tons of points that translate to free hotel stays in a couple of major chains, but I don't think I could handle staying in the same hotel that the ONS took place in. Which would mean we'd have to pay for something else - I don't know. Do you think it's high time we reclaimed this city or should I just pick somewhere neutral?
tired girl ( member #28053) posted at 5:42 PM on Monday, July 14th, 2014
Do you feel this is a good time right now given everything else you have had to deal with emotionally?
Me 47 Him 47 Hardlessons
DS 27,25,23
D Day's becoming less important as time moves on.
"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent." Eleanor Roosevelt
My bad for trying to locate remorse on your morality map. OITNB
JanaGreen (original poster member #29341) posted at 5:45 PM on Monday, July 14th, 2014
That's probably a good point, TG. A REALLY good point. I'm overall pretty good most of the time, but it doesn't take much to put me on the bus to crazy-town at this point.
Bah, the entire state of North Carolina is pretty much out, as well as Nashville.
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tired girl ( member #28053) posted at 5:52 PM on Monday, July 14th, 2014
Maybe down the road. When things have been calm for quite awhile.
Me 47 Him 47 Hardlessons
DS 27,25,23
D Day's becoming less important as time moves on.
"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent." Eleanor Roosevelt
My bad for trying to locate remorse on your morality map. OITNB
JanaGreen (original poster member #29341) posted at 6:04 PM on Monday, July 14th, 2014
It's not really my favorite city anyway, but there's someplace there that I'd love to take Baby Green - might be better as a family trip someday.
tired girl ( member #28053) posted at 6:06 PM on Monday, July 14th, 2014
I think you are going to have to stop calling her baby green
Me 47 Him 47 Hardlessons
DS 27,25,23
D Day's becoming less important as time moves on.
"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent." Eleanor Roosevelt
My bad for trying to locate remorse on your morality map. OITNB
JanaGreen (original poster member #29341) posted at 6:13 PM on Monday, July 14th, 2014
I think you are going to have to stop calling her baby green
I know!
Her legs are a full mile long now and her hair's past her waist. She's a big girl.
ItsaClimb ( member #37107) posted at 7:10 PM on Monday, July 14th, 2014
Maybe it's just me, but I am finding as I travel this road that I am inclined to rush things, in the hopes of getting to "The End" (as in the end of the pain, hurt, trauma....) quicker - but it doesn't work like that. I am discovering that this is one journey that I can't control, I can't rush, I have to patiently walk the road I am on at a much slower pace than I want to. I get the feeling (and this is just IMHO) that you might be rushing this. Maybe it would be better to wait, especially in light of all the extra stress you have had recently.
BS 52
Together 35 yrs, M 31 years
2 daughters 30yo(married with 2 children) & 25yo
D-Day 18 Aug 2012
6mth EA lead to 4mth PA with CO-W. I found out 8 1/2 yrs later
Rebreather ( member #30817) posted at 7:11 PM on Monday, July 14th, 2014
It's not crazy on its face, but I agree that maybe it isn't the best time. Go ENJOY your anniversary, and save trigger-busting for another day.
Me BS
Him WH
2 ddays in '07
Rec'd.
"The cure for the pain, is the pain." -Rumi
hopefull77 ( member #43221) posted at 1:24 AM on Tuesday, July 15th, 2014
I agree with rebreather....maybe go some place you have never been...
I have decided that we will celebrate dday every year at a resort about an hour north....he never took her there but we did stay their once during his A....he was very distant and crabby....pretty much his normal during his 2 year A..
But last year we went and had a great time....
It's quiet and very peaceful ....
We will go again in 4 months....
The main thing that has been re-claimed is our marriage....
me-BS him-WS
" I will not define myself by what went wrong yesterday when I can draw upon Life and Love right now."
JanaGreen (original poster member #29341) posted at 1:54 PM on Tuesday, July 15th, 2014
Thank you ladies, I'm glad I posted about this. Our anniversary isn't until September but I think you're right in that this is not the right time.
Lucky2HaveMe ( member #13333) posted at 4:57 PM on Tuesday, July 15th, 2014
I would caution never to reclaim something for the first time on a day like an anniversary, birthday, holiday... if it doesn't go well, it can taint that day as well.
Love isn't what you say, it's what you do.
WhiteCarrera ( member #29126) posted at 1:16 AM on Wednesday, July 16th, 2014
My wife's affair started at a little golf resort in Michigan. I went there by myself once and walked around the place, even had a sandwich in the bar where their encounter started. All in all, it was good for me, but I don't think it would have been a good experience if I had expected her to go along as well, especially on a special date like an anniversary. Just my two cents ,,,
Married 13 years @ D-Day in 2009. Still hanging in there (maybe by a thread sometimes)
JanaGreen (original poster member #29341) posted at 3:46 PM on Thursday, July 17th, 2014
Update in case anyone was wondering
- Asheville is the triggery city. I proposed that we go to Damascus Virginia and ride the Virginia Creeper Trail. It's only 20 minutes further driving time than Asheville and it's completely non-triggery. I'm really excited!
heme ( member #40684) posted at 3:59 PM on Thursday, July 17th, 2014
Sounds like you have a good plan on what to do :)
BTW, I call my 7yo my little baby girl even though she is not little, not a baby and not my youngest. I call her siblings my babies as well. I don't care how old they are they will always be my babies.
BS: Me (30)
WS: Husband (31)
Married 8 years, together 9
D-Day: Sept 10, 2013
D-Day2: May 31, 2014
Children: 5, ages 7, 5, 3, 1 and due in September
Leaning towards leaving, no one deserves this pain.
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