It's been a very hard week for me. Very hard.
And then... I saw pictures posted of my ex and OW and all of his family together (including my kids) vacationing and having a blast, posted on facebook. It didn't block because she wasn't tagged.
And my give-a-fuck went past the red zone and then...I think it broke.
For a while, I felt just like, "Whatever."
I am so hoping I reach that point where I feel that no matter what. It was heavenly. I am trying so hard to get there.