BS - Me
So I have the horrible position of being in constant contact with XPOS due to the ongoing legal drama of DS20's death and balancing my contact with SO. The problem is that the aftermath of DS's death involves the military, and SO is an officer in the same branch of military. I have convos with ex regularly, and I try hard not to dump them on SO, even though he is in the same branch and has routinely been involved in similar situations. I don't want to scare SO away with all my baggage that doesn't seem to end, but he offers to help because of his position. When I told SO that ex and I were meeting to further discuss issues, his response was to make sure XPOS wasn't twisting things in his favor. I know XPOS's tricks, but I can't help but think about SO's words.
I am so tired of this, but trying to balance this is enough to drive anyone loony...
Not really asking a question, but just venting my frustration. Why can't I have a normal life, even for just a short while???
[This message edited by Phoenix1 at 12:51 AM, July 19th (Saturday)]
XPOS - too many OW/OCs over 20+yrs
Kids - DDs 23,18 -DS20 Deceased
M Dissolved 2013
This above all: to thine own self be true, and it must follow, as the night the day, thou canst not then be false to any man ~ Shakespeare, Hamlet