Daisy312
♀ 36813
Member # 36813 |  Posted: 11:19 AM, July 19th (Saturday), 2014 |     |
So last night on the way home from what I though was a great family vacation, my FWH holds my hand an says, "I love you." I say, "love you too." he shakes his head an says, "your done aren't you?" I got upset because I thought that we had a nice trip. He went on to say that he feels like I'm done and I don't enjoy being around him, I don't laugh like I used to or seem to ave a good time with him. I explained to him that I do love him but it's different, and I still have fun with him but I'm also pushing out thoughts and triggers, and I'm scared to love him. His comment triggered me to remember how I felt during his A. I was so lonely, he never talked to me, and when we got a chance to go out he always wanted other people to come. My heart hurt so bad! We ended up in a huge fight! He apologized this morning. Then
This morning I get in my car and Peace by OAR came on. It really touched me!
Posts: 313 | Registered: Sep 2012 |
AML04
♀ 39682
Member # 39682 | | Posted: 10:14 AM, July 20th (Sunday), 2014 | |
(((Daisy)))
Me-BS Him-WH DS 5/12
Met 2000, Married 2004
DDay 5/26/13, TT through 8/13
2.5 yr EA w/co-worker, PA 12/12 to 4/13
Hopeful for R
Posts: 876 | Registered: Jun 2013 | From: MA |
