Well, it has been two years since my world was shattered. I was just wondering...I read somewhere about year two, that you go through some changes and you pretty much make up your mind to stay or leave. Maybe I am wrong but can someone tell me what they were feeling when year two came along.
I let my husband move back in after dday to work on our marriage and he has been working but I must say, I really don't know if I want to stay any longer. I have been riding this roller coaster ride and it is starting to level out and I want to get the hell off of it. I want to go get cotton candy, ride some other rides, enjoy the amusement park. Hell, even leave the park.
At first, I really wanted it to work. Now, I feel/think this adultery shit is for the birds. This way of life is sad , pathetic, stupid!!!
Sorry for cussing, I was never a cusser until all this took place. I am sorry. .I am all over the place , I feel that big hill coming and I am sick of it, just done with all these emotions.
[This message edited by Love25 at 10:41 PM, July 22nd (Tuesday)]