I feel like recently I'm going through a mid-life crisis or something.
I know I can't keep doing the job I have now (I'm good at it, but it's like not a dream thing). I've been thinking - ok, it might be a struggle, but if you want it bad enough, you'll make it work (other people do!)
So - I thought, well 'want do I want to be when I grow up?' and I come up with NOTHING.
I admire people who can say - you know what, I'm an accountant now, but I've always wanted to be a nurse, so that's what I've decided to do.
I just don't have that gene. And I kinda feel like a big fail. I know I have to work, I'd at least like to happy with what I do. SIGH