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Topic: His touch
Member # 41522
Posted: 1:45 PM, July 25th (Friday), 2014
My WS touch sickens me, I keep thinking of how he touched her. How can one reconcile when your husband sickens you? I just feel like I'm drowning and maybe R isn't in the cards for us. Today I want to die..He's an ER doctor and I just feel I'll never be able to trust him. He is trying so hard, he really is. But my heart is broken, I am broken.
Kids ages: 2 and 5
Married: 8 years
DDAY: Dec 1 2013
Affair: 2 months EA and PA
Status: Separted. Sigh...I wish I could forgive 😞
Update: attempting to reconcile
Posts: 262 | Registered: Dec 2013 | From: Canada
Member # 31240
Posted: 6:19 PM, July 25th (Friday), 2014
With a 12/2013 d-day, your disgust may be normal, or it may be your final judgment.
Do you have someone IRL to talk this over with?
fBH (me) - 70 (22 in my head), fWW (plainsong) - 65+, Married 45+, together since 1965
DDay - 12/22/2010
Recover'd and R'ed
I share my own experience because it's the only experience I know, not because I'm a good model.
Posts: 10758 | Registered: Feb 2011 | From: Chicago area
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