So we went out of town for the weekend. Although I wasn't as sweet as always with my FWW it did us good to get out of our daily environment and enjoy ourselves with the kids. I could feel the thoughts wanting to haunt me, but I decided I would put them aside and enjoy this. Needless to say, it was great to enjoy the weekend with no negative thoughts. No pain on my chest and no depressed feelings.
We did go out alone with wife and while we had a few drinks, the topic did come to mind and we said a few things about OM and such. New revelations about how they got closer, but nothing to throw me off.
Last night, we talked about it again. I told her it was nice to put the pain aside for a weekend. I also told her I was afraid that the pain would never leave. She said she was too.
So maybe I need to exercise the action of putting negative thoughts aside to the point where they won't haunt me anymore?
[This message edited by 2married2quit at 10:00 AM, July 28th (Monday)]