Next month will be 2 years since we broke up.. the month after will be 2 years sine Dday..
I have been NC since DDay. THAT Was the last time we spoke. So much has happened in both our lives.. It makes me proud though, that someone who always told me I was "needy" moved in their ex aka their OW right away and had a child with her.. talk about hes the one that cant be alone..
I wonder sometimes where do I go from here? I am pursuing my masters and have opportunities in some really amazing fields.. I am traveling and discovering me.. sometimes I wonder will I ever find "the one"
I know most of the members on here are dealing with current situations , I guess my healing counts as still being a current situation even though we havent spoken in 2 years... I want to love someone the way I loved him but for that person to love me back just as much ...
I have come a long way since dday since I stood in front of his house , shaking with a lump in my throat as he tells me over the phone the car that is thre is the OWs (after lying for several minutes) I felt so angry and lost... i dont wish bad on him but I wish one day he hurts the way he hurt me .. ok I must not be healed since I am saying that haha i just am ranting now
him:30
7 years together
no children
OW was his ex he always convinced was his friend .. moved in her and knocked her up , got together behind my back
Ddays : many in 2009 and 2010
final dday : Sept 2012 after being broken up 3 w
