Earlier this week I found out that WH had edited details about his A "to make it less hurtful" during his confession. R had been mostly going well, and the whole thing made me crazy realizing he had lied AGAIN! I basically reset to the same feelings I had after dday. Then yesterday his car was hit on the expressway by a semi and neither of us can figure out how he escaped it alive. This experience of nearly losing him shocked both of us so badly. I'm having trouble trying to figure out where to go from here. The hurt of earlier in the week pales in comparison to the fact that I could have lost him. And that we were not on good terms when it happened. I know if anything had happened I would have regretted some of the things I said. I don't want to let him off the hook and be a fool, but I am still really freaked out by my near loss. The great and sudden shift in emotions has left my head reeling and not sure what to do now. Any advice appreciated.
