A part of me wants to dance around my office, the other part wants to curl up in to a ball and freaking CRY hysterically.
FINALLY...he's gone. No other ties. Just our dd and we have a custody agreement in place already. No need to discuss what he is taking. No need to discuss finances (except his portion of child care and extra-curricular). No need to see him. NOTHING. Still sucks that he is happy. No consequences for his actions. I always seem to be the one to suffer from his actions. But, I just need to put this all in God's hands and just focus on me and my dd and our healing.
I can start working on our (mine and dd's) future. Just us. Just "the girls" as dd puts it . He and ow can have each other. I am sure that will implode in time as well.
Waves of happiness to complete distress. It's ok. I will allow myself to feel this pain. It just means I am healing.