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musiclovingmom (original poster member #38207) posted at 4:44 AM on Saturday, August 9th, 2014
I'm laying in a hotel room listening to the water from my H's shower and the sound of my children sleeping. I seldom get a moment like this, where no one is clamoring for my time. And I'm thinking back over the day. It's one week until dday antiversary 2. Two years ago, I was doing the last minute crunch before our wedding. My H was working extra so we could afford the time he would have to take off. We were stressed, but not unhappy. There was, however, a weird disconnect. I know now why. On that day, I wasn't sure I'd ever really be ok again. But, more and more, there are days like today. Days where we spend time with each other, with our kids and with family. Days where we have real conversations and laugh wholeheartedly. Days where I feel silly for thinking we were happy before because that happy looks pathetic compared to this happy. Days where I look to the future with joy and anticipation instead of fear and anxiety. So tonight, I'm at peace and it is a fabulous feeling.
isthismynewlife ( member #43292) posted at 6:18 AM on Saturday, August 9th, 2014
I love reading posts like this! So happy for you and your family! You give me hope.
Me 42 BS
Him 42 FWS
DDay #1 11/28/13 - 7 months EA/a little PA with my supposed friend.
DDAy #2 8/25/14 - oops - did I forget to mention that it was a 15 month PA/EA? He thought the first version would hurt me less.
Things are improving daily!
FixYou71 ( member #42654) posted at 7:33 AM on Saturday, August 9th, 2014
Yay! Thanks for sharing. So good to hear. :)
BS:44
H: 50
Dday #1 Oct 2007 (Porn for 2 yrs)
Dday #2 May 2013 (Porn for 5 more yrs))
Dday#3 May 2014 (finally admitted to drunk kissing OW in 1994: the 2nd drunken kiss with another woman during our M)
DD 22 and DS 18
Married 1993
blakesteele ( member #38044) posted at 8:29 AM on Saturday, August 9th, 2014
(((Musiclovingmom)))
Within a week or so of my 2 yr antiversary as well. Not in the spot you are in but was sooooo good to read your post!
Keep it up!!! Your sharing is inspiring me!!!!
God is with us all.
ME: 42 BH, I don't PM female members
SHE: 38 EA
Married: 15 years
Together: 17 years
D/Day 9-10-12
NC: 10-25-12
NC: Broken early November 2012, OM not respond
2 girls; 7 and 10
Fear is payments on debts you have not yet incurred.
peaceBmine ( member #44060) posted at 1:53 PM on Saturday, August 9th, 2014
Thank you for sharing. Beautifully encouraging!
Me (BS)- 42
Him (WS)- 44
Married 21 years
3 beautiful daughters (18,16,14)
DDay- 4/23/14- 6 month EA turned PA just before DDay
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