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musiclovingmom posted 8/8/2014 22:44 PM

I'm laying in a hotel room listening to the water from my H's shower and the sound of my children sleeping. I seldom get a moment like this, where no one is clamoring for my time. And I'm thinking back over the day. It's one week until dday antiversary 2. Two years ago, I was doing the last minute crunch before our wedding. My H was working extra so we could afford the time he would have to take off. We were stressed, but not unhappy. There was, however, a weird disconnect. I know now why. On that day, I wasn't sure I'd ever really be ok again. But, more and more, there are days like today. Days where we spend time with each other, with our kids and with family. Days where we have real conversations and laugh wholeheartedly. Days where I feel silly for thinking we were happy before because that happy looks pathetic compared to this happy. Days where I look to the future with joy and anticipation instead of fear and anxiety. So tonight, I'm at peace and it is a fabulous feeling.

isthismynewlife posted 8/9/2014 00:18 AM

I love reading posts like this! So happy for you and your family! You give me hope.

FixYou71 posted 8/9/2014 01:33 AM

Yay! Thanks for sharing. So good to hear. :)

blakesteele posted 8/9/2014 02:29 AM

(((Musiclovingmom)))

Within a week or so of my 2 yr antiversary as well. Not in the spot you are in but was sooooo good to read your post!

Keep it up!!! Your sharing is inspiring me!!!!


God is with us all.

peaceBmine posted 8/9/2014 07:53 AM

Thank you for sharing. Beautifully encouraging!

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