I never turn down an offer for prayer help. No one in our life knows and that is the hardest part...no one is praying with/for me.
WH is traveling for the week with work. I don't have any fear/distrust of what he's doing...since DDay he has given me no reason to doubt and he is pretty miserable having to be away from home as well. But I don't seem to function as well emotionally when he is gone (he has had to travel one other week and me a week as well.) WD re doing very well in R, so partially I just miss him, but I also fear when the pqin/anger may hit and him not being here to help me through it. (You know, the roller coaster)
In addition, I have to take my oldest to college, and have to leave her there alone. I am already missing her. She is more than ready, but mom on the other hand is struggling.
AND, all this and our first anniversary post dDay is this week as well. As I said, we are doing well in R, but I can't figure out how I feel about the anniversary. I kind of want to pretend this marriage is over and start completely fresh. BUT, this marriage gave me three dear daughters that make even this pain worth it. The anniversary is just a hard one.
So, prayers appreciated more than you know. Thank you.