I just learned from my B.S. that based on her and her brother's deductions, that my A began a year ago today, which is why today's been a somber one. She has been dreading today coming for the last few days, however, I didn't know that there had been a specific day pinpointed. Nonetheless, I am reminding her that I am here, and hurting and healing with her, and listening to her, and DOING WHAT I HAVE TO DO to heal this, and that I want to make new memories; ones actually worth commemorating.
I would say that in 9 months perhaps there'll be a commemoration of when I ended the A, but honestly, I don't even want to focus on that.
In my facebook account, starting yesterday, I have begun writing one thing per day that I like/love/find memorable about my B.S., and they are posted publically to all friends in my facebook (which isn't many). They're not just sentences; I'm shooting for essays. I am going to do this every day for 365 days. Today was day 2. This is being done so these days have something new to remember, something really worth commemorating.
I can only hope they truly help.
Her: BGF (SparrowSoul)
I was up above it. Now I'm down in it.