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DrJekyll (original poster member #43618) posted at 1:41 AM on Friday, August 22nd, 2014
Father - MH
Mother - NPD MH
Maternal Grandmother - NPD
Moms brother - NPD
Moms sister - CoD
Oldest brother - MH
Next oldest brother - BS suicide
Next older brother - NPD MH
Friend - BS suicide
Friend - SA
Cousin - MH
My God, these are the people that I grew up with. This is part of the nightmare of my life. The more I think about my FOO. The more pissed I get. just needed to get my thoughts out. There are many times I feel like I never stood a chance. But I am better than that now. I will put an and to that cycle. I will raise my kids with love and honor.
A wound can be stitched shut, but it decides when it will heal on its own.
ME: WH HER: BS (holesinmybucket)
I do not PM with Women
Hardships often prepare ordinary people for an extraordinary destiny. C.S.Lewis
yearsofpain25 ( member #42012) posted at 2:08 AM on Friday, August 22nd, 2014
Hey DocJ. Right there with ya. Infuriating. Not that I'm trying to compare, but i think we have more in common than I thought. If you don't mind, here's my FOO:
Mother - MH, NPD, 2 suicide attempts
Father - MH
Brother - suicide at 17yo
All on mother's side:
Aunt - CoD
Cousin - WH
Uncle - suspected WSO, suicide in early 20s
Grandmother - WW (multiple As) NPD?, Huntington's
Grandmother's Brother - suspected WH, Huntington's
Great grandfather - WH (multiple As), NPD?, suicide 40s
eta - added my mother's suicide attempts
[This message edited by yearsofpain25 at 9:17 PM, August 21st (Thursday)]
"I remind myself of this. I am a survivor. I have taken all this world has dished out and am still here. So there is no reason to be afraid. Whatever happens, I will survive. So now onto living. It is time for me to thrive." - DrJekyll
trip3 ( member #44441) posted at 2:13 AM on Friday, August 22nd, 2014
I'm confused by all the acronyms.
Me: WH 34
Her: BW 30 (Margypan)
“There is nothing noble in being superior to your fellow man; true nobility is being superior to your former self.” -Ernest Hemingway
DrJekyll (original poster member #43618) posted at 2:18 AM on Friday, August 22nd, 2014
My BS just reminded me.
Maternal grandfather teen boy predator pedophile
Maternal greatgrandfather teen girl predator pedophile
Paternal grandmother we multiple A. Dc from many donors
What a freaking mess
A wound can be stitched shut, but it decides when it will heal on its own.
ME: WH HER: BS (holesinmybucket)
I do not PM with Women
Hardships often prepare ordinary people for an extraordinary destiny. C.S.Lewis
DrJekyll (original poster member #43618) posted at 2:21 AM on Friday, August 22nd, 2014
Trip
MH mad hatter both BS and WS
NPD Narcissistic personality disorder
CoD Co Dependant
A wound can be stitched shut, but it decides when it will heal on its own.
ME: WH HER: BS (holesinmybucket)
I do not PM with Women
Hardships often prepare ordinary people for an extraordinary destiny. C.S.Lewis
yearsofpain25 ( member #42012) posted at 2:25 AM on Friday, August 22nd, 2014
Going forward, we break the chain.
"I remind myself of this. I am a survivor. I have taken all this world has dished out and am still here. So there is no reason to be afraid. Whatever happens, I will survive. So now onto living. It is time for me to thrive." - DrJekyll
DrJekyll (original poster member #43618) posted at 2:30 AM on Friday, August 22nd, 2014
Absolutely.
An irony in it all. I have the lineage of 2 kings. I surely do not feel very royal right now. Except maybe a royal pain in the ass.
Thanks so much for sharing. It is always great to know you are not alone in this battle.
A wound can be stitched shut, but it decides when it will heal on its own.
ME: WH HER: BS (holesinmybucket)
I do not PM with Women
Hardships often prepare ordinary people for an extraordinary destiny. C.S.Lewis
ThoughtIKnewYa ( member #18449) posted at 2:57 AM on Friday, August 22nd, 2014
Father - Closeted until his 60s
Mother - NPD BS homicide/suicide attempt upon learning about dad
Maternal Grandmother - NPD
Moms sister - MH Bi-Polar one suicide attempt
Maternal Grandfather- suicide when I was one
Dad's sister- WS Histrionic NPD Borderline
Sister- Borderline PD Bi-polar multiple suicide attempts WS
Ick. 
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