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IslandWahine
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Default  Posted: 10:36 PM, February 5th (Saturday), 2011View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

(((Trying))) I remember the feeling. I had had a miscarriage prior to OW getting pg, and I told fwh that I would leave if it was a baby girl. When I got pg we decided not to find out boy or girl because it was fun to not know and helped me to take my mind off of everything. Turns out OW had a boy, and I was soooo relieved! 4 months later I did have a girl. But while you would think that would've left me "satisfied", it originally did not. I realized that if I had 2 kids, fwh had 3. If we go on to have another child, I would have 3 and he would have 4. Plus we found out paternity when my daughter was only a week old, so it really put a damper on enjoying anything.

(((Hugs to everyone))). This all sucks no matter if we have kids, boys, girls, etc. It all just SUCKS :(


Me: BS, 2 COM, M-14 years
FWH-finally hit rock bottom
11/09 D-day. R'ing
cOW: EVIL
OC: NC for our safety.
People say you donít know what youíve got until itís gone. Truth is, you knew what you had, you just thought youíd never lose it.-B.Scott

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cantbelieve
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Default  Posted: 10:42 PM, February 5th (Saturday), 2011View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Tryingtosmile, just remember that you will be QUEEN. Your boys will adore and take care of their momma.


Me: BS (57)
Him: WS (58)
LTA 4 years with co-worker
DS(26)
DD(23)
DD(19)
Married 28 years
D-day1 5/08
D-day2 11/08
Status: 6 yrs and wondering if I'll ever be truly happy again

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stretch13
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Default  Posted: 8:18 AM, February 6th (Sunday), 2011View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

yes, trying, you will be the queen. i'm so sorry you feel this way, i'm hoping today it's a little lighter. it tends to come and go that way...i wish it would just f-in go and stay gone. sigh.

finesse is living my actual worst fear. i try to imagine what i would have done if we hadn't been able to get pregnant, or if something had happened along the way and i didn't have healthy DD. all i can imagine is tearing his face to shreds (literally) and then going into total self-destruct mode. i certainly have those tendencies and i'm so impressed and glad for finesse that you've made it alive through this...and are not in jail for murder.

i have to admit i am relieved OW had a girl. in my mind (and this is awful), it's 'just another girl' - mine's still his first, and she didn't give him a son for him to wonder and pine over. she's still a distant, distant second in every category for me. i don't know why that helps but every little bit does.

i don't have anything to tell you that can ease this pain for you other than you aren't alone, you aren't crazy, you aren't a bad person, you aren't anything but wonderful and grieving all the weird things none of us could have guessed were part of the big bag o M we bought into. and that it will pass, eventually.

((trying))


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IslandWahine
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Default  Posted: 8:52 AM, February 6th (Sunday), 2011View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Stretch, that is EXACTLY how I felt when we found out OC was a boy. We didn't know until he was born and got the affadavit for paternity in the mail that he was a boy. OW tried to call and "update" fwh on her pg, and he hung up on her. Bitch. I remember being so relieved because yes, it was just another boy. Fwh thinks she is livid we had a girl because I gave him 1 of each so there's nothing to pine over. Everytime my daughter was mentioned in court OW would roll her eyes and make noises. She is also pissed the hypothtical CS amount awarded to me included our DD, she thinks it shouldn't have because she is younger than OC. But its from time of filing, and my DD was a week old then. If we ever got divorced OW will always get my "scraps" because my kids pretty much file first. It was the only "good" in that judgement.

(((Trying))) you WILL be the queen! I have a friend with 3 boys also and she had a hard time adjusting to being done and no girl (her husband has a girl from a previous relationship), but her boys love their momma! Plus that daughter causes some serious family drama. My class I teach is mostly girls; give me a class of boys anyday! Seriously I listen to my female students and wonder what the hell I have gotten myself into!

(((Finesse))) you are amazing hun.


Me: BS, 2 COM, M-14 years
FWH-finally hit rock bottom
11/09 D-day. R'ing
cOW: EVIL
OC: NC for our safety.
People say you donít know what youíve got until itís gone. Truth is, you knew what you had, you just thought youíd never lose it.-B.Scott

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tryingtosmile
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Default  Posted: 1:38 PM, February 6th (Sunday), 2011View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Thank you ladies. This has been such a hard weekend and I just don't know why. I said some nasty things this morning to WH and I'm not very proud of myself. I'm just so angry and hurt. I am so thankful for your support and kind words.


B/S Me 37
W/S Him 37
OW Former Coworker OC born 5/11
4 DS 18,17,11,6 months

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stretch13
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Default  Posted: 1:41 PM, February 6th (Sunday), 2011View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

this whole thing is crazymaking, tryingtosmile, you will probably surprise and disappoint yourself a few times with things you say. it's ok. no one expects you to be perfectly gracious...in fact anything short of murder is a miracle. don't beat yourself up, you don't need that right now.

((trying))


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disrespected666
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Cool  Posted: 10:44 PM, February 6th (Sunday), 2011View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Our OW is not a young ignorant tramp. She is a mature, mother of three who is divorced and lonely. She chose my husband to screw around with because they dated in college and she knew him. She conveniently dismissed my existance with some delusional excuses. Somehow making herself believe she is not as bad as the tramp who screwed up her already screwed up marriage. She is insecure and very obsessive about being a mom. Luckily for us, she is trying to be nice to my FWH because they have been such "good friends" but she has been very defensive with me trying to marginalize my involvement as much as possible. She has started turning on him too though because he is protecting me and not living up to the dad role she had envisioned for him. I'm so thankful he is seeing her for the crappy manipulator she is. She can't even keep the facts straight in her own head about their history. I don't want to be involved with her but she has taken as much of my FWH as I'm going to give her so I will be right in the middle. I am here because she put herself between me and my husband and now we will be a threesome for the next 18 years whether she likes it or not, assuming we all live that long. I am OK most days but some days I cry for no reason. My husband will be moving in soon (separated due to job) and I'm not sure how this will go. I'm so angry at her but he deserves the same anger. We will be taking up some of these issues when he gets here even though he avoids the topic as much as possible. Makes me wonder what lies she tells her kids, family, and will eventually tell her bastard. I know she's told them partial truths but with some kind of spin to make everyone look past the damage she has inflicted on so many including her ability to provide for her teenage kids. She will even believe them. Even though she may love this child, she has provided him a very f****d up life. No amount of love can change that. I hope I can get past all this anger and nausea.

[This message edited by disrespected666 at 8:32 AM, September 7th (Wednesday)]


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disrespected666
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Default  Posted: 11:12 PM, February 6th (Sunday), 2011View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

You know at the end of the day, it's our husbands we should be so mad at. But how can you be that mad at someone you're to R with. Far easier to focus it on the OW who also deserves this wrath. Only our husbands can make it up to us. But what can they really do? In the end they betrayed us and we will never fully recover. I feel like someone important has died and I can't even morn and move on. I cry, I feel ok, I cry, I feel depressed, I cry, I feel resigned, but I'm barely happy anymore and when I start to feel so it comes crashing in on me. This is almost worse than death, it will be a dark rollercoaster for the rest of our lives. No wonder we all feel crazy and hopeless.

[This message edited by disrespected666 at 5:46 PM, September 16th (Friday)]


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repeatBS326
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Default  Posted: 7:37 AM, February 7th (Monday), 2011View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I was kinda sad that OW had a baby girl. fWH loved his xGF's child so much, that I just couldn't think about OW giving him a girl to replace the child he never got to raise (turned out to not be his child). OW even gave OC the same middle name as xGF's child, as sorta a remembrance of that child. Of course, at the time I didn't know OC was planned on fWH's part (only thought OW planned it to destroy our M). I still have no idea what fWH thought would happen once OC was born or when OW told me. I guess it was better that fWH told me about OW's pregnancy, than OW calling our home & telling me or when a paternity suit was served on fWH (if he went NC w/OW permanently). If only OW has stayed mad & never let fWH see OC...how would it have been?

OC didn't call fWH all week so fWH left msg & she never called....I had to text OW for OC to call him. I don't know what's going on in OC's head, but I feel a storm brewing. fWH thinks that because OW runs-roads & blows $$$ (basically OC's $$$), that eventually OC will request to not see fWH anymore. Who knows. Week has been somewhat better w/out OC around. Today starts OC's week w/fWH. Monday is Valentine's Day! OW has OC that night...guess her alone time w/BH#2 won't happen :) I just hate that having OC in the picture, limits OW's free time...don't you?

I sometimes wonder if OW is reading SI posts...hope not.


Me/BS:39(former cybersex addict 1992); fWH:41; DS:15; DS:11; OW:34; OC:10
Together: 22yrs; Married: 18yrs
D-day#1: Jan99, then FALSE R (subsequent conception of DS#2)
D-day#2: Told about OW/WH pregnancy July2000
D-day#3 (same mOW): 19sep2008

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repeatBS326
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Default  Posted: 12:05 PM, February 7th (Monday), 2011View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Took OC to Drs. OW had let her get behind on 2 of her school-required vaccinations. That's uncalled for, considering she had full health coverage carried by us all her life.

Anyway....I beat OW to the punch. I called her & told her about appt & what doctor said. I figured she'd call fWH b4 I got home from work otherwise. Hopefully, this eliminated the need for OW to call him. She was quite polite & said thank you for calling.

Luckily, even though OC is quite heavy for her age, she is not pre-diabetic or diabetic (urine testing).

At least now, OW can take OC to Dr. if she needs it & for flu shots (instead of making her miss 1/2-day of school each year).

OC has referrals to hematologist (genetic testing to see if she carries the same gene fWH has that makes him predisposed for clots - he is on blood thinners), dermatologist (get mole checked she had removed as infant), & allergist (DS11 has severe allergies/borderline asthmatic & OC has frequent runny nose so want her checked also). Allergist soon, but others during summer. OC's hearing was fine also....which she had a lot of infant ear infections from smokers around, so we were wondering about it since she failed school hearing exam last year.

I was nervous/jittery to speak w/OW, but I was all professional. Told her what testing was done & what results etc. I'm so glad OW didn't show up @appt....I might've died.

[This message edited by repeatBS326 at 12:24 PM, February 7th (Monday)]


Me/BS:39(former cybersex addict 1992); fWH:41; DS:15; DS:11; OW:34; OC:10
Together: 22yrs; Married: 18yrs
D-day#1: Jan99, then FALSE R (subsequent conception of DS#2)
D-day#2: Told about OW/WH pregnancy July2000
D-day#3 (same mOW): 19sep2008

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repeatBS326
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Default  Posted: 12:36 PM, February 7th (Monday), 2011View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Asked OC about the big slumber party that OW threw Friday (belated b-day party). Only 1 girl showed up. OW had told OC that if only 1 showed, they could go to theater & out to eat (which is what they did). She'd told OC that she couldn't afford to take them out, if >1 showed up. Okay....OC has $800/month coming in of her own. Couldn't OW have spent some of that on OC's party if more had shown up? Just sayin'.

Anyway. They saw a 3D movie so it was $45 (which they could've seen a cheaper movie w/more girls)...

OW told OC that she's giving her the new car she has when she starts driving...okay, does that mean that OC's $$$ will pay off the car that OW drives now & also help buy a 2nd new car for OW in 6 years? Pathetic.

Oh...a little jab @OW at Dr. office....they asked if OC's family has "mental illness" in her family. Of course, I've had depression also before (nothing really to laugh about generally)....but I just couldn't help having it put down for OW's side of family as OW being 'mentally ill' and having to clarify that as 'depression.' I know, petty on my part...but, oh well.


Me/BS:39(former cybersex addict 1992); fWH:41; DS:15; DS:11; OW:34; OC:10
Together: 22yrs; Married: 18yrs
D-day#1: Jan99, then FALSE R (subsequent conception of DS#2)
D-day#2: Told about OW/WH pregnancy July2000
D-day#3 (same mOW): 19sep2008

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stretch13
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Default  Posted: 8:47 PM, February 7th (Monday), 2011View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

((((disrespected)))) - i know exactly the feelings you describe. it can feel so incredibly overwhelming. an A is one thing, an OC you can never really leave in the past.

as for me, i filed this weekend. between TT, OC, ADHD and everything else, it's just too much. i don't want my whole DDs life to be with a sad, frustrated and angry mom. i'm calling it like it is, i can't be the person i want to be in R. he's all over SI again today, naturally. this is his pattern. i can't take it anymore.

thanks to everyone all these months. it's not over yet, but i believe it will be.


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life must be rich and full of loving--it's no good otherwise, no good at all, for anyone - j. kerouac


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disrespected666
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Default  Posted: 9:24 PM, February 7th (Monday), 2011View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Stretch-

Good luck with your decision. I can certainly understand it and have thought about that option myself. If my husband wasn't being so patient, supporting and loving I'd be right there with you. I don't yet know where my life is going. I'm not sure if any decision will make me happy these days. I will continue on until I get a better feel for what I need. In the meantime I'm going through the motions of acting normal for the sake of my daughter and my job.

My FWH is now in the middle of telling family and I'm already getting sick thinking of all the pity glances and words of comfort from people who have no idea of how I feel. People who will go home at the end of the day to their own peaceful life with the thought that their husband would never do that to them. Still it is somewhat comforting to know that's not a big secret anymore.

I hope you find relief in having a new constructive direction in your life. You've given yourself the gift of dignity at least.


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stretch13
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Default  Posted: 10:28 PM, February 7th (Monday), 2011View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

i never committed to R and i made WH move out pretty much immediately. with my baby there, i needed some calm and he wasn't it. but i let him hang around a LOT and had fairly weak boundaries off and on. it was his chance to try to convince me to R, and he had all the info and all the help anyone could ask for.

he's made a show of patience and remorse, off and on...most of the "on" occuring when i would force NC and not talk to him for a few days. basically once he stopped his secret wallowing he started doing "just enough" to be useful and transparent but still make me crazy (think manchild.) he had a state mandated year before we could D, and while he did some things right, it's not enough. he's back to heroics now but only because i filed.

at this point, my only choice is D. i can't live with what i have and it's my WH's only shot at ever fixing himself. he can't do it around me. that's what he's taught me. he can't/won't focus and do the selfwork that has to be done to get through this while with me.

he appears to be doing it now, for 2 days or so now. good for him. and DD. and OC one day maybe. and for me too because its better than dealing with an asshole...but i'm beat.


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Default  Posted: 12:20 AM, February 8th (Tuesday), 2011View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

altered,

Dday was 1/14/2011. This is still very new to me being it's only been a couple of weeks, but I immediately knew that I would not resent the child. My grandmother went through something similar in the 70s and treated the kids as if they were her very own. My family nor my husband's (with the exception of his mother) has no idea what we're currently dealing with. We have decided to visit both family's in a few months and break the news. We both have very loving, understanding and supportive families. We know that we have control over the situation and don't want to keep it hidden forever. I have seen the OC and she's a beautiful angel, even resembles my deceased mother. At first meeting, I was very anxious but we instantly clicked (she's 2 1/2). Right from the start she touch my heart! I have placed a picture of her in our bedroom to remind me that this is reality and not a dream. I've concluded that how we deal with this situation is completely up to us and NO ONE else! I know people will talk behind our backs, but the choice to stay and work on the marriage day by day is mine alone to make.

I admire how you are handling the matter by maintaining an optimistic and positive attitude and remaining dignified. I love the statement, "I am not a victim of infidelity, I am a survivor." This is not the end of the world for this to shall pass.
Stay strong...


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repeatBS326
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Default  Posted: 10:13 AM, February 8th (Tuesday), 2011View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

sol_sista:

I read your profile. I just don't know what I'd do in your situation. BMC's situation is similar to yours, except OC was much older when she found out & there was possibly 3 OC in her case (which turned out there was really only one). And, BMC is raising OW's twins that weren't OC.

I always wonder if the way things were for you, is how fWH/OW planned them for OC. That he have a 2nd family & lots of sneaking around. I don't know why he chose to tell me or what he thought he'd do once OW conceived their planned OC.

I feel like you are in shock. That it will hit you one day & you completely break down. I recommend seeking IC before that happens. Maybe the waiting & such on OC's birth wasn't there for you, but I don't think the anger/grieving phase of discover has hit yet with full-force.

I know your fWH is likely positive OC is his, but is there DNA & CS/custody records etc? OC impacts lots of things in the event of fWH's death (even if you have both names on deeds, OC can inherit a portion of the property if your deeds aren't in order). Many know this story, but my mom was widowed & she found out since he didn't have a will, that since his name was on the deed w/my mom's that all his heirs (mom + her 2 SSs) shared his 1/2 of deed. Basically, each son are 1/6th owners of the primary residence that mom & husband had bought together and she got an additional 1/6th. The same for another property they owned together. If he'd had will that gave her his share, the land/homes would be in probate for 1 year after death. Mom's lawyer said the only way to keep from probate, is if their deed HAD a survivorship clause (basically states whoever survives on deed inherits remainder % automatically). We still don't have that added to our deeds, but unfortunately, fWH's 50% of the deed would be split 4-ways (me, DS14, DS11, OC10)...basically that OC (OW being her guardian & in charge of it until OC is 18) would get 1/8th of our marital home unless we fix the papers right away.

What I'm saying is, you need to get your house in-order now. Protect yourself & any rightful heirs he chooses to inherit things, if you don't want OW being part-owner for 16 more years!

Another tidbit, mom's 2xSSs credit scores come into play when she refinances mortgages too now! She was only able to get SSs to sign quit-claim on smaller value property (rental 2BR home), but not on the 2+ acre w/brick rancher & block workshop/garage addon.

I have this fear that fWH will pass away & OW (being always in-debt) will get a lawyer that forces us to do a sale of the property to get her $$$ out of it (well, OC's $$$ out of it that she'll use up). This is property that ILs deeded us & it would kill ILs if we had to sale it.


Me/BS:39(former cybersex addict 1992); fWH:41; DS:15; DS:11; OW:34; OC:10
Together: 22yrs; Married: 18yrs
D-day#1: Jan99, then FALSE R (subsequent conception of DS#2)
D-day#2: Told about OW/WH pregnancy July2000
D-day#3 (same mOW): 19sep2008

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repeatBS326
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Default  Posted: 10:18 AM, February 8th (Tuesday), 2011View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

sol_sista:

Another bad thing, if OW gets really pissed, she can sue for back CS. There's no proof likely that he's provided for OC's needs, so she could basically go into court & deny he's had any involvement financially w/OC.

Did he go through courts & keep you from knowing? I didn't see anything in your profile that says that.


Me/BS:39(former cybersex addict 1992); fWH:41; DS:15; DS:11; OW:34; OC:10
Together: 22yrs; Married: 18yrs
D-day#1: Jan99, then FALSE R (subsequent conception of DS#2)
D-day#2: Told about OW/WH pregnancy July2000
D-day#3 (same mOW): 19sep2008

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Default  Posted: 10:37 AM, February 8th (Tuesday), 2011View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Hugs to us all and Welcome to Sol_sista.

To all of us that are especially hurt by the sex of the OC, I know that it can be very painful if you wanted a girl and the OW has the girl or the same with a boy. However, don't dwell on that. What really helped me was to focus on the fact that my children were conceived in love and not part of a little fantasy or an A.

Sol-Sista I have to commend you for stepping up and embracing the OC which is a very difficult situation. Again let me state that no matter which way we decide to go, you have to do what is right for you and your family, whether it is NC, contact, partial custody, or in my case full custody. You have to live your life and at the end of the day, it is what you can live with.

((stretch)), as painful as it is I am glad that you have made a decision for yourself. I posted on your H thread months ago and I thought he was sincere, but now I see that he only ask for help in getting you to change your mind, and not really addressing his own issues. I hope you both get the peace that you are seeking even if it is not together.

((repeat)) the OW in your life is just a full time job, I don't know how you do it everyday. Hugs to you.


Me: 40+ Him: 40+
Married: 20+ years
D-Day: 3/7/07
Children: 24dd,23ds,21dd
10 yr. LTA 3OC w/OW 10,10,14 8/14/12-gave custody of twins to ex 8/16/12-DIVORCED!

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repeatBS326
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Default  Posted: 1:03 PM, February 8th (Tuesday), 2011View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Had another haha, not so funny about OC/OW.

OC said her mom asked why fWH hadn't set OC up a savings account yet. Hmmm. OW gets all of OC's $800/month SS disability benefits from fWH's disability (plus the lump sum backpay in Feb2010). I suppose she thinks she should spend all of OC's $$$, and then fWH is supposed to be saving $$$ for OC too? Just trying to make OC think that fWH is doing something for COM and that OC is lesser child. If fWH had still been receiving OC's checks (representive payee), we'd have set OC up an account also (with both fWH & myself being over it until she's 18). Her mom thought OC should put her b-day/Christmas $$$ in there and not spend it. Hmmm. Honestly. She's kiddin', right?

I know it's stupid stuff, but all these little things just add up to OW still trying to make fWH & me look bad.


Me/BS:39(former cybersex addict 1992); fWH:41; DS:15; DS:11; OW:34; OC:10
Together: 22yrs; Married: 18yrs
D-day#1: Jan99, then FALSE R (subsequent conception of DS#2)
D-day#2: Told about OW/WH pregnancy July2000
D-day#3 (same mOW): 19sep2008

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IslandWahine
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Default  Posted: 3:07 PM, February 8th (Tuesday), 2011View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

What really helped me was to focus on the fact that my children were conceived in love and not part of a little fantasy or an A.

Bmc, thank you for saying this. This statement alone gives me strength everyday. I know I will be able to tell my children they were very much wanted by both of us, that they were conceived in love. OW can NEVER say that.

Welcome sol sista. I agree with bmc, contact, no contact, everything in between...all are accepted and not judged here!

Repeat has some very good info, and honestly has taught me things (especially legal things) that I had no idea existed or would have thought about. We have made sure to take my fwh's name off of things and either put it in mine or his sister's name. Hopefully next month we will have the extra $ to change our wills (he wants OC excluded, his decision not mine).

(((Stretch))) you do what is right for you. We are always here for you.

I will be back on later. Still waiting on the insurance card...starting to get impatient but it is on the way to our house!


Me: BS, 2 COM, M-14 years
FWH-finally hit rock bottom
11/09 D-day. R'ing
cOW: EVIL
OC: NC for our safety.
People say you donít know what youíve got until itís gone. Truth is, you knew what you had, you just thought youíd never lose it.-B.Scott

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