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User Topic: OC Thread (BS Only) Part II
disrespected666
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Default  Posted: 9:22 AM, May 21st (Monday), 2012View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I haven't been on in a while as things have been so hectic for me. I am now expecting my second child and I'm still juggling work and everything else. It's an exciting and special time despite everything.

I hope everyone that finds themselves here had a warm and wonderful Mother's Day regardless of all of the issues that we are forced to deal with each and every day because of WHs, OW, and OC. I thought it telling that everyone fell so silent during the past week so I know many of us are struggling to deal with Mother's Day. It can now be so bittersweet when it used to be so easy and magical. While it's very difficult, I think it brings a special new meaning to Mother's Day for us survivors because we have had to endure more as Mothers and Wives than anyone else will ever comprehend or appreciate. Anyway, I hope you are all finding some peace in the midst of the messes. I think you are all amazing and strong women.


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rayofhope
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Default  Posted: 10:21 PM, May 22nd (Tuesday), 2012View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Mother's day was very hard for me. I don't remember it being so hard last year. I think it was because the following weekend WH was heading out of state to visit OC for the weekend. These visits hurt me so badly. I need to ask a question. For those of you that are NC, why are you NC? For those of you that have C, why was that the decision you made? Does anyone with C struggle with it as much as me?


Sometimes wonderful presents come wrapped in very ugly packages.

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want2bok
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Default  Posted: 10:02 AM, May 23rd (Wednesday), 2012View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

rayofhope - 5 years later and I still struggle with this. We are not exactly NC, but we don't have regular C either. My H talks to OC (since she is now old enough to now have at least a version of a conversation) on the phone every week or so. He and I had her for a couple of hours a few months ago but she has never met COM (nor do they even know about her) or been to our home. OW made it very difficult in the beginning because we would take her for a couple hours at a time when she was an infant - doing our best with her, but she would always complain about something (like her diaper was wet or she had drooled too much on her clothes and they should have been changed, or the diapers that we had bought weren't her preferred brand, etc, etc etc). So we just ended face to face contact because the meetings were causing issues in our M and we needed to make sure we were back on track first.

I have told my H since about 3 mo after D-day, I would support his decision either way, but I will not continue to support face to face meetings without including COM. I don't think it is fair to them and I hated lying to them. So until he is ready to come clean to the people that he needs to come clean too, he will only have phone C with OC.


BS - me 32
WS - him 32
3 beautiful girls - 11, 9, 7 and angel baby 7/9/10
D-Day 1/07 - 1+ yr PA
OW 35
OC born 12/06
R since 2/07 and going well

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tryingtosmile
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Default  Posted: 11:59 AM, May 23rd (Wednesday), 2012View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

((Rayofhope))
Mother's day was hard for me also.
We have C. I feel that it isn't OC's fault so I don't want her to be without a father. It's difficult but we manage. The visitation papers were just signed in April so we have had OC 2 weekends now. Sometimes I am ok and sometimes I just go off by myself. The Com are adjusting. The first weekend they pretty much just stayed away or in other rooms but this last weekend they did have some interaction with OC.
It is easier now that there is an order in place and the Skank lost control.


B/S Me 37
W/S Him 37
OW Former Coworker OC born 5/11
4 DS 18,17,11,6 months

Posts: 273 | Registered: Jan 2011 | From: TX
IslandWahine
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Default  Posted: 1:38 PM, May 24th (Thursday), 2012View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

While it's very difficult, I think it brings a special new meaning to Mother's Day for us survivors because we have had to endure more as Mothers and Wives than anyone else will ever comprehend or appreciate

THIS brought tears to my eyes. What a wonderful way to put everything in perspective. I really needed this because I did struggle with this Mother's Day.

We are NC with the OC because of several reasons. I told my fwh I would support his decision either way, my only stipulation being he could not visit the OC at the cOW's house (which he would never anyway). But otherwise I told him it's his mess, he needs to deal with it.

I had extreme guilt over him choosing NC. The "smaller" reason is he says he has zero bond with the OC (was not involved in any part of the pregnancy, delivery because after all, he met the cOW online and who knows who's baby that was until the paternity test), which as a mother hurts me. While he was a lousy husband, he is a stellar father to our COM and he adores them, and they adore him. So that made me feel hurt and even awkward.

However, as he said, that's something he could get over in time. The main reason why we are NC is because the cOW has proven herself to be off her rocker. She stalked and harassed my fwh for money, even tried to take him to court before the paternity test. She would always threaten to call me (but never had the balls to do it), the only contact she ever had with me was via facebook where she made a fake screenname and told me about the OC being born. She tried to get my income added three times. But that's not the main reason--the main reason is she has falsely accused BOTH of us of being threatening and hostile...and we are NC! I am an educator, and I have a lot at risk if she continues to make false allegations. She's gone as far as call MY human resources complaining about the health insurance I provide...so she has the balls to do that. She has put in court documents that we both have threatened her, degraded her...I have only sent her 2 letters in regards to the health insurance, and I have NEVER told her off (as much as I want to). She uses that poor OC for whatever she wants, my fwh and I both know she would just use him as a pawn to get into our lives as she has tried to several times now over the past few years. She told anyone and everyone (total strangers) at the courthouse that my fwh is a d*ck, he's this, he's that--all while holding the OC. Telling the OC smack about my fwh at the courthouse, in front of everyone (and again, no one cared). We know she's the type that would lie to get us in trouble. We feel it would actually be worse for the OC because she's so mentally unstable, she has already done parental alienation with him being so young. Witnessed by many!
She vowed to make our lives a living hell--she said it at the courthouse! And NO ONE cared! We know in this state that the state is on her side. We don't want any trouble...my fwh said he would talk to the OC later on in life.

I'll be back to finish later.


Me: BS, 2 COM, M-14 years
FWH-finally hit rock bottom
11/09 D-day. R'ing
cOW: EVIL
OC: NC for our safety.
People say you donít know what youíve got until itís gone. Truth is, you knew what you had, you just thought youíd never lose it.-B.Scott

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madge13
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Default  Posted: 11:47 PM, May 28th (Monday), 2012View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

It's been a week since my WH and I received confirmation that the OW's child is his. I've been in serious hibernation mode since then: sleeping, because sleeping is easier than dealing with this mess. I'm still pretty groggy and having trouble not sinking back into bed.

I'm having a lot of trouble being around my WH, which isn't helping us reconcile. Hearing him speak, looking at him, having him hug or kiss me makes me feel sick. I love him so much, but he's hurt me so badly. I am humiliated and raw and aching. For those who have come before me - how did you remain close to your WH in the immediate aftermath of receiving confirmation about the OC's paternity? Is it normal for me to feel nauseated by husband, even if I still love him?

I'm so confused and uncertain about our future together. And I wish others hadn't experienced this pain - but I am humbled to stand in your company. Please offer me any wisdom you can.


BS: Me
WH: Him
Married 4 years, together off and on since we were teens
OW: coworker, pregnant
OC: Will be born sometime this fall
Is reconciliation possible? My WH thinks so. Me, I'm not so sure.

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sage1000
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Default  Posted: 12:33 PM, May 29th (Tuesday), 2012View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Madge- For me I got confirmation 2 months ago and on paper saw last week. He was born March 4th this yr and my SO has seen him a few times. He has not seen him in over a month because we have been reconciling and I will not allow him to see OW without me and she is currently playing the game I'm not aloud around the OC. She has some nerve after what she's done to my family. It gets easier each week for me, we are going to have the child be a part of our lives, I am not sure of your situation but we feel this is best for him and my SO. Some days I feel so much pain that he is not ours but I remind myself I can love him just as if he is my own, he got put into such a horrible situation and it's our responsibility to make him feel loved. It's an uphill battle for my SO and I but as long as we now are walking hand in hand up this hill we will make it out stronger. This happened to us for a reason, we are better now. We love each other more now, and our family. I still feel that pain but the love helps heal. Counseling is so important if your having trouble, cheating is so hard to get over on its own adding this child created out of infidelity only makes reconciling even harder. But no matter what it will be okay, together or not. I kept asking, "Why".. why me, why did she get preg and why did she keep it, why did he do this, why god is this my life. But this is it, you move forward and accept what is. Once you start moving forward and forgiving and figuring out what's best for you, life gets better. It will be okay.

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IslandWahine
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Default  Posted: 5:08 PM, May 29th (Tuesday), 2012View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

(((Madge))) so sorry for the news.

I found out the OW was pg as soon as she knew, which was pretty quick. So she was planning this. We didn't know paternity until the OC was almost 5 months old--she just wanted my fwh to accept he was his and thought my fwh wouldn't ask for a paternity test. Yea right...The day we found out my youngest was only 10 days old. I didn't have the chance to fully fall apart because I had a toddler and a newborn. That day luckily both my kids were asleep when he got the letter in the mail. I remember, it was raining and after I almost got sick to my stomach, I broke some shit and I ran outside to cry in the rain. He gave me my time and peace while he fell apart too. Afterwards, I would fall apart just a little bit at a time after my COM fell asleep. I despised my fwh, even more so once I found out how this affected us financially. I couldn't look @ him, be near him, I truly had hate in my heart for him. It almost ruined my maternity leave because of all the court stuff. She kept taking him back to court for more money.

cOW too has told my fwh she didn't want me involved...that with everything else has further pushed us to NC even more so. Nevermind I'm probably the best step parent because of my background! And I feel terrible for the OC, I was prepared to somehow include him in the family but after the cOW's actions, there is no way its safe for us. She is too dead set to ruin us, and she is unfit to coparent with. I did tell my fwh initially we needed to get us straight before we complicate with C. But that was before the complete crazy came out of her (she was crazy before, she became 100X worse after paternity). NC has its own brand of hell.

I can say time does help heal. I'm going on 3 years soon out from dday, 16 years until the cOW is permanently out of our lives (from a legal standpoint at least). We keep a journal for the OC, as well kept all the court documents, nasty texts and emails. I have put my energy on focusing on ME and the family, and working on R. Its a slowwww work in progress, but we have come a long way in what I consider to be a very short amount of time.

(((Madge))). We are here for you no matter what your decisions are . Time is going to be your ally as hard as that sounds. IC is so very important too, its good to have a private outlet to get out your raw feelings. I have said things to mine that I would never utter out loud to anyone else, and getting it out, knowing its ok to feel those emotions, and being reminded that we are human, we have been hurt to our core...it has been incredibly helpful.

Take time out for yourself. Remember you are a good person in a crappy situation. (((Madge and everyone)))


Me: BS, 2 COM, M-14 years
FWH-finally hit rock bottom
11/09 D-day. R'ing
cOW: EVIL
OC: NC for our safety.
People say you donít know what youíve got until itís gone. Truth is, you knew what you had, you just thought youíd never lose it.-B.Scott

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rayofhope
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Madge - First, I am so sorry you find yourself here, but you couldn't be with a more wonderful group of people. We all find ourselves in what has to be one of the most complicated and painful situations anyone could ever deal with. I found out cOW was pregnant on DD, 2 months before he was born. Dealing with trying to R while trying to wrap my brain around there being a child from this horrid A, was beyond devastating. OC is almost 2 and I still have not been able to truly accept him. He lives far away so H has to travel there for weekends. THis stretches the issue of trust to the max. I suffer from PTSD so these visits are massive triggers which throw me back to the beginning as far as healing goes. My own children who are much older want nothing to do with OC and my younger special needs child does not know he exists. cOW is taking us back to court for more money. She has been fighting for this since he was born. She has stated she doesn't want me around him. She is a selfish girl who created this OC to use as leverage in hopes H would ask her to come back. OC is as innocent as me and my children in all this. But, I focus on us first. He is sweet and I do not hate him at all but he is no more important than me, my children, my family and my marriage. H and I are still struggling with how to find a compromise that works for him (he wants some type of relationship with OC) and for me and our family. We have not figured it out yet. H and I love each other deeply. Our lives have been so complicated by this and some serious financial issues we are currently facing. But, we draw strength from each other and comfort from our love and our focus on wanting a future together. Some days I just want to give up and run away the pain is so tremendous. But, I keep my eyes focused on the future and hope for the best. I wish you the best. We will all be here for you.


Sometimes wonderful presents come wrapped in very ugly packages.

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disrespected666
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Island, the journal is an excellent idea. We are moving toward having contact but the great distance makes things more difficult for us. Still I am glad we are removed from this woman's drama. The journal is a good idea considering our lack of contact too and the complications surrounding this whole situation. Thanks.

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IslandWahine
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Default  Posted: 7:05 PM, June 6th (Wednesday), 2012View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Hey just checking in on everyone. Things have been really tough for me lately; the OC's bday is coming up and although I try hard to find something, anything positive in life to take my mind off of it, it just stings me to my core. I was hoping by now some of the sting has worn off, but it's still just as fresh. I'm also dreading some type of C--we have had it every time now around this time. I feel guilty that what should be a celebration of life, for me feels so negative and I am NOT in the celebratory mood in the least bit. Fwh has been incredibly moody (presumably because of the time of year as well), I was sick this past week...it's just been a bad, BAD week. Luckily I work on the actual day, so I can make sure my mind is focused on something that I enjoy and that benefits my family and my career. Gotta find something positive.

Also wanted to bump up for someone new in JFO. It always breaks my heart to see more of us--it's so much more common than we would wish. But it's great to have folks who understand and who care and who can give a lending ear and support.


Me: BS, 2 COM, M-14 years
FWH-finally hit rock bottom
11/09 D-day. R'ing
cOW: EVIL
OC: NC for our safety.
People say you donít know what youíve got until itís gone. Truth is, you knew what you had, you just thought youíd never lose it.-B.Scott

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MsSassy909
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Default  Posted: 9:04 PM, June 6th (Wednesday), 2012View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Disrespected666 - thank you for bumping.

I only wish I didn't have to come in here. But here I am

Mixed bag of emotions. Asking why. Exactly as Sage. Why do I have to face this, haven't I had enough challenges in my life so far. Haven't my kids endured enough.

I hate him for doing this. I hate that I yet again have to work through emotions. And not the normal one or two emotions a day. I now have to deal with a million emotions a day.

As much as I hate him, I love him too. But I don't feel he deserves my love, I don't think he deserves to hear me say I love you. But I need him too. I need his comfort, I need him to say that it will all be OK.

I have come to terms with the fact that our relationship will never be same. That the relationship we had for the last two years feels non-existant. That if we are to move on, we are going to have to start from scratch and establish a new relationship.

Can I do that but. I don't know :(.


BS - Me (29)
WS - Him (30)
Kids 2 - My previous marriage
DDay - 5 June 2012

ONS under the influence. No contact with OW since ONS.
OC - DNA confirmed she is WS


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MsSassy909
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Default  Posted: 9:20 PM, June 8th (Friday), 2012View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

So a few days have past and I'm having more moments of being OK. I'm allowing myself to feel the emotions whenever the come up.

WS is still to come to term with the idea that he maybe a dad. He is wanting a paternity test first. And I think we need this time to work out where we are going. He is in no state to even contemplate seeing or dealing with the emotions of having a child.

She has blocked him on facebook so he can't see any pictures. I however am not and I have messaged her and she was pretty good with her response for my question asking if it only happened once.

They have had encounters previously before we started our relationship. But I needed to find out if anything else had happened during the two years we've been together.

Everyday I go and have a look to see if she's put up any new pictures of the baby.

I'm suprised by the mixture of emotions I feel when I see them. There is hurt from what he has done. But when I see the baby I gush as well over the thought that this is a little 'him'.

Maybe this is eased by the fact that I already have kids and while we had discussed having a child together late down the track, I was also slightly hesitant as I was happy with my two.

He has had to accept that my two (as much as he loves them) aren't his and have an active relationship with their dad. So he has to witness that bond they have with their dad that he would love to have but knows it wouldn't be the same.

I don't know if it's this that allows me to feel compassion towards his "mayby" baby. She is beautiful though , how can I say that???

Why do I seem to be coping OK with the idea of there being a child. Why am I not rampant and what to kick and hit everything.

Dont worry I am rampant and want to kick and hit everything but not because of the baby. I want to because of his actions towards me.


BS - Me (29)
WS - Him (30)
Kids 2 - My previous marriage
DDay - 5 June 2012

ONS under the influence. No contact with OW since ONS.
OC - DNA confirmed she is WS


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IslandWahine
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Default  Posted: 10:06 PM, June 8th (Friday), 2012View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

(((mssassy))) I have never seen a pix of the OC. So far I feel I have no need or desire. For me it was hard because I had a miscarriage before the cOW was bred, so it hurt me really bad. Although I had my youngest, after that, it does still "bother" me that he technically has "3" kids and I only have "2", yet we have been together almost 2 decades.

The emotions are a rollercoaster. All of us see the OC as an innocent little person who didn't ask for this mess. It's the pain of the betrayal, and for some it's hard to disconnect that the OC is a reminder of that betrayal. And then there is the OW. The impossible to deal with OW.

You know, the $ part of the OC situation actually bothers me 1000X more than the fact there is an OC. I wondered why I felt like that as well--I mean shouldn't I be pisssed that my fwh had an OC? Instead I'm pissed over the financial hit this took vs. the emotional! Maybe a part of me felt that ultimately this would happen since my fwh had had multiple As previous to this one. I have wondered if I was losing it many times!!!

It's ok to feel whatever it is your feeling now, even if it's a jumble of emotions and lots of high/low. This process takes time. You may find once paternity is confirmed you will feel different, you may find you feel the same, you may find you don't feel any of the above! And that's ok too.

And trust me, I still want to do lots of kicking and ranting and punching, even almost 3 years out from dday! I actually channeled it into becoming a minor work-a-holic instead...not exactly the best thing either, but it sure beat busting up pillows! Plus it pays better!

What I found is that I coped VERY well with everything while the cOW was pg. Almost what seemed too well. When the the paternity test came back with a big fat positive, though...all that wonderful coping went right out the window. It's still hard and I'm still trying to cope, even if I've come a long way, thousands of miles.

One thing I will say is be VERY careful with the OW. I am paranoid, but she blocked your SO but not you. Could be an oversight, or could be she may not have good intentions and that was intentional. Just keep your guard up, keep your feelings, family, (and sanity) safe. Their mindset can change also when paternity is discovered as well.

(((mssassy)))


Me: BS, 2 COM, M-14 years
FWH-finally hit rock bottom
11/09 D-day. R'ing
cOW: EVIL
OC: NC for our safety.
People say you donít know what youíve got until itís gone. Truth is, you knew what you had, you just thought youíd never lose it.-B.Scott

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MsSassy909
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((((Island Wahine)))))

Thanks for letting me know how you felt. It's kinda good to see my emotions are no abnormal. Also, we don't seem to dis-similar. I too was most livid about the $$$$ as my partner is in a very good paying job which means very good child support :S. At least this year wont be as bad as they work of previous financial year's income. However next financial year as they have just received a massive pay rise will be a different story. The year after not too bad because they will then take into consideration that I also have two kids that depend on him financially. But still it is a big chunk.

As far as the paternity testing. I'm not sure much will change as I already have a strong feeling that it is his and am running on the proviso that it is. I've seen the photo's. So my surprise will be if it comes back negative. But I don't think so.

With her blocking him. He told me he said horrible things to her when she told him she was pregnant. So maybe this could be why she has blocked him??? I don't know. I am cautious of her as she seems bit of a skank to me. His mate who also had a few 'dealings' with her has confirmed this as well. But I showed WS mate the pictures of the baby and he's with me on believing it is WS's??

Tonight I am off to my GF's to have a cry and have someone there for me outside of WS. I haven't told my mum. I want to but I'm still not sure of when I should.


BS - Me (29)
WS - Him (30)
Kids 2 - My previous marriage
DDay - 5 June 2012

ONS under the influence. No contact with OW since ONS.
OC - DNA confirmed she is WS


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Betrayed_Angel
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Default  Posted: 9:34 PM, June 9th (Saturday), 2012View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

There may be an OC on the way. OW is pregnant and timeline doesn't exclude my H.

I want to belief it isn't his but he seems to be the most fertile man on the planet so I am worried he is the father. I don't know how to take all of this...the lying makes it worse.

So I wanted to ask othets who have been where I am now. How did you take the not knowing if it was your H's kid? When you found out what did you do, what changed what with your M? How did you handle things.

I can't stop thinking about all of this. I have no kids of my own, though 3 of his kids I adopted...it hurts so bad knowing she might have this from him too.


BS: 27(me)
WS: 45 (him)
OW: 38 (stalker student teacher)
D-Day #1: 09/26/11
D-day #2: 06/08/12 (possible OC)
Together 6yrs ago, married 3yrs
4 step-kids: 17 dd, 15 ds, 13 dd (mom#1, legally adopted them 4 yrs ago) 9 ds (mom#2)
R'ing on hold

Posts: 121 | Registered: Jan 2012 | From: Trapped in the Sunshine
IslandWahine
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Default  Posted: 4:43 PM, June 10th (Sunday), 2012View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

OH NO B_A!!! (((B_A)))! Not like you don't have enough on your plate, I'm so incredibly sorry. I was wondering how you were doing So sorry to see you here, but you couldn't have found a better place to be.


So I wanted to ask othets who have been where I am now. How did you take the not knowing if it was your H's kid? When you found out what did you do, what changed what with your M? How did you handle things.

The waiting is INCREDIBLY hard. Your mind wanders, you wonder, you day-nightmare, etc. I tried my best to just focus on the here and now, and worry about paternity later when it was relevant. We found out paternity when the OC was 5 months old; we would've found out soooner but the cOW wanted my fwh to assume responsibility with NO test, and he told her to kick rocks and file. Finding out paternity made everything "real" and final. IT was a mix of emotions--a part of me was "relieved" to just finally KNOW yes or no, the other part of me was completely sickened and mortified. The rest of me was hurt to my core.

We are still handling things, with NC with the cOW and OC (long story short, the cOW is a liar who has lied that we have threatened and been hostile to her which we have NOT, and she has already lied to the courts/lawyers about it, so for our safety and to avoid more false claims, we have NC); we are each in IC, we go to MC. It's truly a work in progress. Time helps to heal the wound, but it's a wound that never really goes away.

(((B_A))). Has there been a confirmation of pregnancy (other than her words?)? Keep everything NC and strictly business, and demand a paternity test prior to anytyhing. No $ to exchange hands, no signing of documents, etc. without a DNA FIRST.

We are here for you.


Me: BS, 2 COM, M-14 years
FWH-finally hit rock bottom
11/09 D-day. R'ing
cOW: EVIL
OC: NC for our safety.
People say you donít know what youíve got until itís gone. Truth is, you knew what you had, you just thought youíd never lose it.-B.Scott

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IslandWahine
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Default  Posted: 6:24 PM, June 18th (Monday), 2012View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Just checking in on everyone, its been a bit quiet around here!

OC's bday came and went, with NC! So far so good! Hoping the cOW has gotten the hint since we hauled her to court last year for harassment. Although we lost, I'm thinking she got the hint. Hallejulah!!! The triggering sucked, at least not as bad as last year, though. Time has helped, that's for sure.

The Rielle Hunter crap has been getting me all upset, though. I hate that woman because the cOW is EXACTLY like her--nuts, narcissistic to the nth degree, uses the child, etc. So it sickens me to read and to know she has a book AND is being interviewed, and making money off of her "fame" of being a side-piece that got knocked up.

And SO insanely sad that the OC will have to grow up and know all that is out there for the world to see So DAMN SELFISH!!! And the COM...to have to live thru this again...makes me so insanely sad that these 2 people made such poor and hurtful choices.


Me: BS, 2 COM, M-14 years
FWH-finally hit rock bottom
11/09 D-day. R'ing
cOW: EVIL
OC: NC for our safety.
People say you donít know what youíve got until itís gone. Truth is, you knew what you had, you just thought youíd never lose it.-B.Scott

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MsSassy909
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Default  Posted: 6:28 AM, June 20th (Wednesday), 2012View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I'm still here. Still working through our stuff. Have read a couple of books that have both been helpful. Have had a bad few days but today has been better. Had a text conversation this morning (I find we say more to each when we talk about sensitive topics this way) with WS. He has agreed to IC to address his drug dependency (pot/legal pot). I know to most people a drug dependency is reason to up and leave, but for me I just don't want to. Our relationship has been one of the greatest Ive had and the dependency has not really affected it greatly. However I feel that his dependency is caused by him using it to suppress his feelings and anxiety/stress. And this is what I want him to get addressed in counselling. He is quite a self reflective person and I do believe he is open to this.

In regards to the OC we haven't heard anything yet. We're pretty just waiting to get a call for WS to have a DNA if mOC really wants to seek child support.

We have planned a weekend away this weekend. Just us two for his bday. We are using it to reconnect. I am looking forward to it and I feel I owe it to us to out what's happened out of mind for a couple of days so we can really focus on US.


BS - Me (29)
WS - Him (30)
Kids 2 - My previous marriage
DDay - 5 June 2012

ONS under the influence. No contact with OW since ONS.
OC - DNA confirmed she is WS


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rayofhope
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Default  Posted: 8:39 AM, June 20th (Wednesday), 2012View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Please keep me in your thoughts. Monday is 2 year anniversary of DDay. If that isn't bad enought I will spend it with fWH in court over support and custody issues over OC. She and her attorney are asking for over double what they are currently receiving. Our personal financial situation just keeps getting worse and she wants more. I am not doing very well thinking about Monday. If you pray, could you include me. If not, just send some strength my way please.


Sometimes wonderful presents come wrapped in very ugly packages.

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