The pain i feel when looking at whats on the paper so far is close to what i felt when reading her letter about all her A's. Thinking about everything so vividly is what makes everyday hell. I know a lot of details, some I almost wish I didn't. Thinking about her and my old 'friend' makes me feel double betrayed, he was one of my best friends at the time. the letter did have more about them I had no clue about. The other, more recent A's hurt more i think, there were 3 om she met online, all older, richer, and she met with 2 of them multiple times over 5 months, so most of my 'mental images' are about them.
Any advice on coping with/getting rid of the mind movies?
"I was stupid, that was not me, I was a different person when I did that, I was blind"
[This message edited by imarriedmymother at 8:43 AM, April 21st (Sunday)]
24 years down the tubes, but at least I lost my man boobs.
I can hold my head up high and look at myself in the mirror with dignity.