so sorry hon
mine begged me to come home too and i did and he just f*cked it up
btw mine was a substance abuser as well -- alcohol and weed and a couple other things on a couple of occasions that i knew of
addicts tend to lie to begin with -- add to that them being up to no good and its a friggin' festival of lies, lies, lies
something to consider --- you with his/yours/your family's best interest at heart want him to stop doing drugs (and/or drinking)... makes you a buzzkill and no fun
meanwhile these b*tches he's gone off with are prob using with him -- so easy to 'run to someone else' who will get high/drunk with him
take care of you - take care of your child and unborn child... put yourself first
i know i know it sucks - we all here know how much it sucks...
i wish you the best and you have every right to not 'get over it' if that's how you feel...
hugs to u