I hope he's getting good advice to help him.
He always has had me on a pedestal and for no good reason. Before I got with him I told him I'd let him down. He couldn't see it though, but he sees it now that's for sure.
I doubt I'll ever know why that was the particular escapism I chose and that's what worries me. I'm banking on time and I know I'm coming along in my own way. I can see that when I look back at my first posts here.
I just need to help him more and find out more ways to help him.
I need to stop messing up