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User Topic: 5 reasons we stick with Cheaters
RoadtoPeace
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Default  Posted: 1:36 PM, May 9th (Thursday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

No Soliciting

Great article that resonated all to well with me. Hope it helps some of my fellow BSers examine possible reasons we stick with people who continue to betray us.

[This message edited by wifehad5 at 8:20 PM, May 10th (Friday)]


me - BS
him - WH
Married 5 1/2 years
Dday#1 - 10/2009
Dday#2 - 3/2013
Status - He wants R, I am not sure I can get on that ride again

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RoadtoPeace
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Default  Posted: 1:38 PM, May 9th (Thursday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Article below:

Are you on the fence about leaving a cheater? Is this not their first rodeo? Here are some common traps that keep you stuck with a cheater and prevent you from moving on.

1. Hope. Codependency has been described as the addiction to the potential of things. Are you hooked on a cheater's potential? Wow, she could be a great partner... if only? Or -- I want the guy I thought I married back? Do you grasp at the smallest indication that this person gives a flip about you? You've got hope sickness.

It's hard to be down on hope. It's hard to fault people who have hope. It seems virtuous. But in cases of serial infidelity, it can keep you stuck. Listen to me chumps -- hope is not your friend. You need to bludgeon hope with a fencepost and begin to operate with total lucidity.

Because hope is so strong, cheaters know exactly what a powerful manipulation tool this is. The goal of a cheater is usually cake -- the affair and the marriage. Your goal is to get them to come to their senses and be that sparkly person you fell in love with and commit to you. So they will use hope to keep you on the hook. They will feign remorse, cry, say they miss you. They may go to counseling. Admit, hey, they aren't perfect or Mistakes Were Made. They may crack open a book (usually something like "When Splendid People Cheat.") And you, desperate to save this mess -- take it as a Sign.

The only antidote to hope sickness is self knowledge. Know what you will and will not tolerate. What your values are. Where your boundaries are. Be unswerving in your loyalty to own well-being, and what sort of relationship you want. Hold out for that. Cheaters lie and they lie artfully. So it is essential to watch what your cheater does and pay zero attention to what they say.

This is very hard to do. Hope is like that siren song in Ulysses. You're going to have to tie yourself to the mast and stuff cotton in your ears. But stay strong, because crazy hope that this person is going to fix this and stop hurting you -- in the face of evidence to the contrary -- is a powerful reason why people stay stuck with cheaters.

2. Fear. It's scary to leave someone. We humans are programmed to bond. There's that famous Harlow study about baby monkeys. Some baby monkeys are put in a cage with real monkey mommies and some in a cage with barbed wire mommies, wrapped in a thin veneer of terry cloth. A pale mommy monkey substitute. But the babies with the barbed wire mommies try to bond with that thing. Even though they get pricked and are bleeding and the entire experience sucks. Inside their little baby monkey brains, they must be thinking... something better than this exists. But they haven't experienced it. So they cling hard to the barbed wire monkey. Of course, the babies with the real mommies are thriving.

Moral of the story? Step out of the cage and go find some real monkeys to bond with. It's scary to leave the barbed wire monkey -- but if you find the courage to do it, you'll experience true monkeys. You don't know what you've been missing.

3. Denial. As coping mechanisms go, denial is pretty effective. When hope fails, there is denial. Just be oblivious about your situation and your feelings about it. Poof! It never happened! We spackle over our life messes, because we're invested. It's hard to walk away from an investment, even a bad one. In economics, they call this "sunk costs" -- the more you invest, the harder it is to walk away, even when you know you're losing! So, naturally you just pretend the investment isn't really that bad. (See "Hope" above). If you want to get unstuck, you have to take a hard, unvarnished look at your reality.

4. Pride. It's hard to admit to yourself and the world that you screwed up something as important as choosing a life partner. Being cheated on is humiliating. It's natural to want to control the outcome, and put lipstick on that pig and reconcile. Either you don't tell anyone (and suffer alone or on online forums or in your therapists office), or you tell people and spend the rest of your marriage either avoiding everyone who hates your cheating spouse or convincing them that your Marriage Is Stronger For It.

Remember -- infidelity is not your failure to own. Do not borrow shame. It takes a lot of strength and character to navigate this crap. If you loved a lousy partner, okay, so what? You're human. You picked from the barbed wire monkey pile. Explore that, fix it, and choose better next time.

5. Inertia. Infidelity is exhausting. Did you know the universe is conspiring to keep you stuck? Inertia is a basic law of physics -- "the resistance of any physical object to a change in its state of motion or rest, or the tendency of an object to resist any change in its motion." Change is hard. But staying stuck is painful. When the pain gets too great, you'll make a plan and get unstuck. The problem is, a lot of us are endurance athletes when it comes to pain. We think it's our lot, what we deserve. Expect better for yourself -- and move toward it. Better is out there.


me - BS
him - WH
Married 5 1/2 years
Dday#1 - 10/2009
Dday#2 - 3/2013
Status - He wants R, I am not sure I can get on that ride again

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doesitgetbetter
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Default  Posted: 4:45 PM, May 9th (Thursday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

How interesting. Oddly enough, I stayed for exactly zero of those reasons. Hmmm. Maybe I didn't really stay then?


DDay - Dec '07
Me - BS
Him - FWS
Us - Committed
May 18, 2010 - I forgave him fully!
"Behold, I have refined thee, but not with silver; I have chosen thee in the furnace of affliction." Isaiah 48:10

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Ashland13
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Default  Posted: 8:42 PM, May 9th (Thursday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Thanks for the article. Some if it is quite familiar.

Fear of change and massive codependency kept me searching the stars for M.

As long as I did not begin D, I could trick myself with hope that it wasn't over, but it was...basically I tricked myself and held myself back from moving on and really healing...purgatory many call it limbo, where we fence sit as a BS) is not a good place.


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A person is a person, no matter how small. -Dr. Suess

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-George Washington


Posts: 2204 | Registered: Feb 2013 | From: New England
rumorhasit
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Default  Posted: 9:30 PM, May 9th (Thursday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Wow, the answer to a question I was about to ask! Because I am scared that I will eventually be stoopid and take him back...


BGF- 30 (me)
WXBF- 30 (him)
Last Dday- 4-8-13, he left for OW#2
Us- 1 DS 3yo, Him- 1 DD 7yo

Mrs. Robinson- 41, S but still M

"You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think." - Christopher Robin


Posts: 205 | Registered: Apr 2013 | From: Southern California
Snowy
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Default  Posted: 9:52 PM, May 9th (Thursday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Moral of the story? Step out of the cage and go find some real monkeys to bond with. It's scary to leave the barbed wire monkey -- but if you find the courage to do it, you'll experience true monkeys. You don't know what you've been missing

This is so true

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Default  Posted: 9:31 AM, May 10th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I've been divorced over 8 years, and I can say all of these reasons were relevant to varying degrees in my situation. During all those years I was married and knew I was with a cheater, I would have been offended by that article but primarily because the truth behind it would scare me. I would have insisted that it was only because I loved him and I would have said we were stronger because of what we'd been through but it all would have been a lie.


-betrayed almost my whole almost 15 yr marriage
-divorced since 2004

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nofool4u
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Default  Posted: 10:02 AM, May 10th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

1. Hope. Codependency has been described as the addiction to the potential of things. Are you hooked on a cheater's potential? Wow, she could be a great partner... if only? Or -- I want the guy I thought I married back? Do you grasp at the smallest indication that this person gives a flip about you? You've got hope sickness.

I left because I knew there was no hope of any of the above. My x-wife would have NEVER been the same person I married. Wasn't going to happen no matter how hard she tried.

2. Fear. It's scary to leave someone.

Yes it was scary, but only because of finances and leaving my kids. But I knew if I stayed, I'd be miserable, and I'm no good to my kids that way and money wouldn't mean a thing.


4. Pride. It's hard to admit to yourself and the world that you screwed up something as important as choosing a life partner. Being cheated on is humiliating. It's natural to want to control the outcome, and put lipstick on that pig and reconcile. Either you don't tell anyone (and suffer alone or on online forums or in your therapists office), or you tell people and spend the rest of your marriage either avoiding everyone who hates your cheating spouse or convincing them that your Marriage Is Stronger For It.

Pride is one of the small reasons I DID divorce my wife.


Better is out there.

Amen


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idiot85
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Default  Posted: 10:11 AM, May 10th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Not everyone can be tarred with the same brush- that goes for B's and Ws.

We're all far too complicated in my opinion- the cave man days would have suited me more.


BH-29 (me)
WW-28

Multi famam, conscientiam, pauci verentur.


Posts: 575 | Registered: Apr 2013 | From: Old Blighty
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Default  Posted: 10:12 AM, May 10th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Good article. For me these may ahve applied initially but eventually they became 5 of the many things ultimately led me to file for D and free myself.

I learned to break codep behavior. I was more afraid of remaining stuck in the misery that was my dead end marriage than I was of the unknown after D, so fear was a catalyst for change for me. Denial just left a bad taste in my mouth after a year of false R. Gets kind of hard to deny what is staring you right in the face after a few months. As for pride, I swallowed my pride once I realized I had done nothing wrong and had nothing to be ashamed of. Inertia wasn't an issue once it clicked that my WW definitely had no problem with inertia holding her back durign her A's so why should it hold me back from moving forward with my new life.


D-day 5/24/11
BH = Me
2 children
The first true sense of calm I felt in YEARS was when I filed for D...
D hopefully official any day now, off to check the mail again.

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nofool4u
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Default  Posted: 10:33 AM, May 10th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

idiot85 I realize about the generalizations.

But I think many of us, as in the case of thinking once a cheater always a cheater, is more of a general guideline for us and we know there are exceptions to the rule.


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Default  Posted: 11:44 AM, May 10th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I think these can be reasons for people who remain in a relationship with someone who is openly and actively cheating, but I think that tends to be the minority and primarily springs from confusion, fear and pain.

I don't think any of them apply to those who have laid out boundaries after dday, or those who were not in the know before dday.

It's a useful list to help people stuck in that place where they have discovered an affair but aren't sure what to do about it, and try all the wrong things to make their marriage work, instead of trying to make themselves safe.


“Fate is a fickle bitch who dotes on irony.”

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Default  Posted: 12:44 PM, May 10th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I think one of the reasons people stay with cheaters is purely financial.

If the BS has plenty of cash, cars and a home and financial security, the loser WH would be out the door.

[This message edited by k9lover1 at 12:44 PM, May 10th (Friday)]


D-Day was 10/9/05
He promised NC. He lied. After 4 chances, I kicked him out 1/05/06.
Since then I have survived cancer surgery and a heart attack.
Now he's sorry, but it's too late.

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RoadtoPeace
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Default  Posted: 12:58 PM, May 10th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

StillGoing - I did lay out boundaries after my first Dday but my STBXH just got smarter about hiding it. In no way was he open about his continued infidelity. I of course knew he was likely back at it but since I swore off checking up on him again (hoping my trust in him would keep him on the right path) I had no evidence to the contrary.

But similar to what nofoolu said, it was ultimately my pride that has nudged me to my very recent decision to ask for a divorce.

By no means does the article speak for the experiences of all BSs, but certainly for those who continue to stay despite a litany of broken promises.


me - BS
him - WH
Married 5 1/2 years
Dday#1 - 10/2009
Dday#2 - 3/2013
Status - He wants R, I am not sure I can get on that ride again

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idiot85
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Default  Posted: 1:48 PM, May 10th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I can honestly say I don't think any apply to me- I mean of course I'm hopeful but I don't think I'm wrong to be.

It's also certainly not for money.

Generalisation is a dangerous game- the 'us' and 'them' arguments make me uncomfortable in pretty much all situations. No doubt this does apply to the serial cheater types whose BS's stick around but not them all.

I almost feel sort of offended to be honest- I know I shouldn't so please don't take it personally but articles like this imply I'm stupid for sticking around.


BH-29 (me)
WW-28

Multi famam, conscientiam, pauci verentur.


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Default  Posted: 4:02 PM, May 10th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

StillGoing - I did lay out boundaries after my first Dday but my STBXH just got smarter about hiding it. In no way was he open about his continued infidelity. I of course knew he was likely back at it but since I swore off checking up on him again (hoping my trust in him would keep him on the right path) I had no evidence to the contrary.

But similar to what nofoolu said, it was ultimately my pride that has nudged me to my very recent decision to ask for a divorce.

By no means does the article speak for the experiences of all BSs, but certainly for those who continue to stay despite a litany of broken promises.

I apologize if this appears confrontational - I don't mean it to be, but I can't figure out a wording that doesn't appear that way to me.

If you knew he was back at it, and you had sworn off verifying, does that not fall into that description? He was openly and actively involved in an affair enough that you were aware of it to some degree, enough so that you eventually decided you did not need evidence of continued cheating on which to base your decision to D - either his attitude and behavior gave enough of that away, or you came to the conclusion that this was a dealbreaker no matter what he did.

I don't think this list is a negative thing. I just think it's one that applies in context. Identification of a problem is the first step to resolving it.

In particular, this comment:

It's natural to want to control the outcome, and put lipstick on that pig and reconcile. Either you don't tell anyone (and suffer alone or on online forums or in your therapists office), or you tell people and spend the rest of your marriage either avoiding everyone who hates your cheating spouse or convincing them that your Marriage Is Stronger For It.

Is rather broad sweeping and offensive.

[This message edited by StillGoing at 4:02 PM, May 10th (Friday)]


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That's not true! I DID NOT marry my H because he's successful or wealthy. I loved him for the broken ass he was. Boy, was he broken! As a little girl, I always wanted to make a lucky guy happy. Well, failed at that! lol. I'm just kidding everyone...But, no, not everyone is into material stuff. And, I really don't need H at all, financially. I make my own money. NO OFFENSE TO SAHM. Staying at home is harder than working a 12 hour day! Shoot. I took extra maternity time off. I know.

Love conquers all.

[This message edited by libertyrocks at 4:10 PM, May 10th (Friday)]


Me-BW 36. STBXH-35,Recovering Alcoholic, M6yrs T13. Boys 2 & 4 1/2.
DDay #1 Nov,2012. 1 1/2 year false R & TT. 10 OW PA's 1LTA (W lied to) 3 years.
S Nov, 2013 again Jan,2014
Filed for D Feb,2014.

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The author of this article is a former member of SI who asked that her account be frozen when asked to stop using members in her blog.


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FWW - 43 (BrokenRoad)
2 kids 7&12

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Default  Posted: 10:59 PM, May 10th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

They forgot a few really BIG obvious ones:

*Shared, intertwined lives-- (history, friends, family members)- it's hard to think about starting over from scratch, especially the older you get.

*Kids- and for some people, shared pets

*Finances

*You both love the home you live in.

*You have great chemistry, aside from the problems.

*You actually love the person.


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Default  Posted: 2:32 AM, May 11th (Saturday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Personally I think this article does t belong in the "Just Found Out" thread. The generalizations that it infers can be detrimental to those who literally just found out. Certainly the "General" forum might be a better. Heck, with all the rants from divorced or separated members, maybe the article should be posted there.

Also, I am always interested in who actually authored the article and what the credentials are or if it is just a biased, personal opinion. I think there is danger I articles such as these when the author is coming across as an authority, but in actuality, it maybe just a personal opinion. Quoting literary works like Ulysses or medical studies does not necessary make this an authority.

While perhaps I have taken an offense at it, I can slightly appreciate it for giving some food for thought.

But, again, I was under the impression that this forum was for those that "Just Found Out" as perhaps a venting and compassionate thread. I didn't really get the impression that this article was compassionate in the least. Rather the whole article was geared to making someone think they are a fool for staying.


Me: BS
Him: WH
Married almost 15 years
Kids- 5
D-day - March 2013 and trickle truth for a few weeks after
Currently in R - I hope

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