My ex didn't show any remorse. I think that was almost more painful than the cheating itself.
Faith Hill sings a song, "Cry," and I remember listening to that song over and over and over again after he and I broke up. It described so perfectly how I was feeling-
"Could you cry a little?
Die just a little?
Pretend the you're feeling a little more pain?
I gave and I'm wanting
Something in return."
Nothing in the world made me feel so insignificant. With my daughter's dad, at least he cared enough to beg. At least he cried. At least he missed me, and I got to see it. Same with my fiancÚ now. He gave me remorse. Even though I didn't feel cared about AT ALL during the cheating, I got to feel it when he was sorry.I have been cheated on by 3 different men, and I have more DDays than anyone ever should. I am here, just trying to pickup the pieces.
At least the current man "only" cyber-cheated.
"Love means never having to say you're sorry."