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inshockandhurt (original poster member #38789) posted at 9:02 PM on Monday, May 20th, 2013
Sorry you guys, I write poetry when I am sad and it makes me feel better to share them. If you feel like reading it, thanks.
It still seems unreal
This life that I now lead
They both came along
And broke it
Together
And now I sit
Crying
My heart in shreds
And wonder
Is this really my life?
A husband who stabbed me?
A ‘friend’ who danced in delight
While she ripped out my heart?
Is that what I engender
In people who ‘love’ me?
How do I smile?
How do I laugh?
With my heart on the floor?
Can’t it just be over?
I’m tired
And I don’t want to hurt any longer
Me: 36 BS
Him:38 FWH
Dday 8 years ago
2 sons 1 daughter
Reconciled
Forgiveness means understanding, acceptance, and giving up on looking back.
jo2love ( member #31528) posted at 3:31 AM on Tuesday, May 21st, 2013
inshockandhurt (original poster member #38789) posted at 8:09 PM on Friday, May 24th, 2013
Thanks jo2love 
Me: 36 BS
Him:38 FWH
Dday 8 years ago
2 sons 1 daughter
Reconciled
Forgiveness means understanding, acceptance, and giving up on looking back.
authenticnow ( member #16024) posted at 8:45 PM on Friday, May 24th, 2013
DS, you are forever in my heart. Thank you for sharing your beautiful spirit with me. I will always try to live by the example you have set. I love you and miss you every day and am sorry you had to go so soon, it just doesn't seem fair.
Want2help ( member #20547) posted at 9:35 PM on Friday, May 24th, 2013
Very poignant, inshockandhurt.
(((hugs)))
FBS/WS- me.
F(serial)WS/BS- him.
Madhatters. More Ddays than birthdays, at this point. His OC, my OC...
UPDATE: Divorcing after almost 20 years.
inshockandhurt (original poster member #38789) posted at 11:56 PM on Friday, May 24th, 2013
Thank you. I am glad you liked it.
Me: 36 BS
Him:38 FWH
Dday 8 years ago
2 sons 1 daughter
Reconciled
Forgiveness means understanding, acceptance, and giving up on looking back.
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