Hoping for Serenity, Courage, and Wisdom!!!!
I explained how angry I was that he gets to walk around being happy with the fact that he gets a second chance to be home with his family, where for me not a day goes by that I an not triggered by what has happened.
I told him that I am angry that not an intimate moment goes by where I am not thinking about what he had done with her or how the thought of what we had at the time was nothing since he did all of this stuff with OW and thinking how I must compare with her.
I explained to him that our marriage was not enough, our vows were not enough, the commitment that we had made with each other was not enough to keep him from sleeping with OW.
I feel the same.