She advised me to do nothing, stay as is, ride it out for as long as I can - wait for him to do something.
Reasons; I have two kids, one turned 18, other 14, STBXH - no longer responsible for 18 year old - and just child support for 14 year, minus - health insurance that I would have to get on my own, it wouldn't make sense financially to get divorced.
Yes, I could go for alimony, but that is not a guarantee, it is based on NEED, and even then he may not agree to amount!
It was just a let down, I feel stuck, I know I don't want to be married to him any longer, but why be stupid financially just because I want to be free of him? Why push it?
I don't have anyone else in my life, nor am I looking, but I always thought that I would feel "available, single" once I would be divorced - not feel like I would be cheating, if someone ever happened to come along!!!
This whole thing just sucks!
When a person shows you who they are, believe them - Maya Angelou
minus - health insurance that I would have to get on my own
I'm not pushing you to move forward, but I'm suggesting you challenge some of those obstacles and look for solutions. Stuck is a hell of a place to live.
There's always failure. And there's always disappointment. And there's always loss.
But the secret is learning from the loss, and realizing that none of those holes are vacuums.
- Michael J. Fox
It's hard, I know, but after a while it got easier.
I would take the lawyer's advice.
They were right about you.
I lived in limbo for a year, but called it "purgatory".
One thing that helped DD and I was to get on the state insurance and it was one way to free ourselves of STBXH.
I think many or most states have it now and it's really basic coverage, but makes things like prescriptions really inexpensive. I don't know how long we have on it and have to find out, but it was very freeing.
I am fighting to get it in the papers that he will pay for the expense that are unpaid, where he is trying to stick me with half the financial responsibility, and I am unemployed SAHM for ten years and pregnant! What would I pay with?
So anyway, I just wanted to chime in and say that I agreed, it seems like you ought to have more rights than that lawyer gave info. for.
I "interviewed" several and one told me how awful my balance sheet would look!? I told her, "I know! It had been planned to share that balance sheet for our whole lives!-at least by me!
One way for me to feel better, after a while, was to make phone calls and visits to social service agencies. I have a lot of pride to swallow, but find it freeing and a bit of pride when I can solve a money problem and not include that man (who is unemployed anyway).
I finally found someone to borrow money from and also swallowed that pride, but I was able to be the one to file first and be "Plaintiff", which means a whole lot (for some reason). It means some things like respect and self-respect and other things like that I hope to regain for myself some day.
Yes, I too see men go by and
am finally realizing that other ones exist and now finally feel like I could pursue one if one ever took a second glance (with my physical condition they don't usually, lol).
I wish you luck and I wish you well. I'm glad that you are strong in mind, though and have no blinders or anything.
Yes, Perv claimed he never went to a lawyer until I did and some of that is the passive aggressive part. I think also he was thinking I would have more money to spend then him, but in eternity, it will be him with sooo much more to spend and then lose.
The only thing that stays the same, is change. -M. Etheridge
I'm going to take my lawyers advice .....for now! She has a great reputation in the city! @300.00 an hour she should!!!
My DS is going away away to college, and he has said he'll help with whatever, so that's another good reason to lay low for DS sake.
But I do totally that there are other options, I can have health insurance through my employer, but it is soo expensive! I looked into private insurance, so when I have to.. I guess I will do it!
Yes, Nik good advice, didn't know I could ask for $$$ for Ins.
You are right Ashland, it will be living in purgatory!
I tend to be a positive person and I know that there's always people that have it much worst thsn me, I am healthy, I have good job, moved to a nice apartment, my kids are pretty great, so things could be worst, if only my heart would only mend and Move the hell on from this crap...I Would be good! But then I wouldn't need the good advice from the great people of SI!!
I will look into that too. I think being informed and knowing all our options is the best offense.