I don't understand forgiveness; I understand acceptance; I understand indifference; I even understand accepting what he did because it was the only way he could deal with life.
But I will never, never be able to say, even to myself, "I forgive you X for cheating on me and lying about it, trying to make me think I was crazy."
Nope. I can live with myself very nicely without ever forgiving. He should just go away.
lol. I wholeheartedly agree. He should just go away.
Don't think I'll ever forgive my ex for what he did to my babies either. And it makes me want to vomit how he acts like father of the year now. Douche fucking bag.
If it makes you feel any better, I don't go to my kids events when they fall on his nights either. I can't stomach the sight of him. I have them most of the time so I'm ok with it and he doesn't come on my nights either. So far it's only been soccer games and such. When it is a graduation or something I'll have to suck it up. But until then I avoid the SOB like the plague.