UGH!!! So angry today!! I feel like I've drank a big pimp cup of haterraid and am ready for a fight!
Why do we have this urge to fight? I know it needs to be NC except fiances and kids...is it because I want to him hurt like I'm hurting? Is it because he seems fine, and he blames me for our DD being a total mess?
I want him to hurt, I want him to cry and not be okay.
The punch I smoked him with, just doesn't seem enough.
I'm pretty sure I'm keeping my anger as a defense, as we had separated before over his wandering ways. I got sucked back in.
I DO NOT want to be his friend. I envy people that can get along.
I feel like I need my anger....does anyone else feel like that?
I know it will go away,and I hope so, it's honestly a little exhausting.