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User Topic: A New beginning of a sort!
soverybetrayed
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Default  Posted: 7:44 PM, June 20th (Thursday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I am on day 9 of recovery from brain and spine surgery. It is a new beginning for me because if this surgery works I might be able to work again and finally have a day without a migraine. I have lived for the last 4 years with a pounding migraine every single day. I suffered for 5 months in bed unable function while my husband carried on an affair with our gutter slut neighbor.
He refused to postpone our divorce so that I could have this surgery.

I have waited two years for this surgery and while it is extremely painful it is so worth it. I want a life without pain, I want to work again someday and I want my life back.

Every time I get depressed I realize that their is someone else out there that has it worse than me. I want to be an inspiration to others who suffer from chronic pain, that we can find hope and help. When I get down on myself for some of my decisions I remember that had I not made some of those mistakes I would not have met the person who gave me my doctor's name. I would not have found a doctor who is only charging me $100 for my part of this surgery because he knows my circumstances and knows that I would not have had this surgery if in had to pay 20% of the fees.

I thank the heavens that this doctor came into my life and that this surgery gives me my life back. So for me this a new beginning and an understanding that my life could be worse.


Me-53
DDay 10/16/2010 DDay2 5/22/2011
Divorced 8/23/2012
I will get stronger and better but no matter where he goes, there he is....

Posts: 1202 | Registered: Jul 2011 | From: Texas
lieshurt
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Default  Posted: 9:47 PM, June 20th (Thursday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Sending healing mojo your way hun


I'm sorry if you don't like my Honesty, but to be fair I don't like your lies.

Sometimes it's better to push someone away...not because you stopped loving them but because you can't take the pain anymore.


Posts: 13648 | Registered: Mar 2007 | From: Houston
gma56
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Cool  Posted: 11:41 PM, June 20th (Thursday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Sending all my healing prayers to ya !
(((SVB)))
Gma


BW-Divorced
It's my life now, my choices, my mistakes to make and my victories to celebrate. His choices made me free of liars and betrayers in my life. I lost my family but gained a second chance to be happy.

Posts: 20323 | Registered: May 2008 | From: Half way to where I want to be.
soverybetrayed
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Default  Posted: 3:15 PM, June 23rd (Sunday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Thank you both for the prayers and mojo. GMA, you are the greatest friend and I am so happy to know you.

Just to clarify, I wasn't whining just putting my life into prospective. This is a good thing for me and I am so happy that I am no longer married to my npdx.


Me-53
DDay 10/16/2010 DDay2 5/22/2011
Divorced 8/23/2012
I will get stronger and better but no matter where he goes, there he is....

Posts: 1202 | Registered: Jul 2011 | From: Texas
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