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User Topic: Surprised myself today!
sadandempty
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Default  Posted: 4:32 PM, June 21st (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

So I'm walking through Walmart today with the kiddos and about 15 ft ahead if me I see someone that looks a lot like the OW, I just knew it was her, but she wasn't facing towards me so I couldn't see her face. It's something I have been afraid if since DDay. She doesn't live in my town but she lives in the smaller town WH and I grew up abou 45 min away so I always worry when I'm out shopping I could run into her. My heart starts racing and I'm thinking, well I could just go another way and avoid this...then all of the sudden I got this rush of strength and confidence, and I just kept going, I couldn't believe it, it felt great! I was going to look at her in the eye so she could see how great I look ,how strong I am, and how weak and pathetic she is! I thought I would look at her with a smile on my face to know the joke I know she is. So I'm right up next to her and she turns to look at me and....it wasn't her . Of course I felt relieved but I surprised myself that I am stronger than I thought and I won't hide from her, she better be hiding from me! Im just so darn proud if myself!


Me BS
Him WH

"For a minute there I lost myself"


Posts: 158 | Registered: Sep 2012
hardtimesinlife
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Default  Posted: 4:38 PM, June 21st (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage


Ddays 2004 & 2007
I cut my losses mid 2013
Feeling happier every day :)

Posts: 6139 | Registered: Apr 2006 | From: Florida
DeadMumWalking
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Default  Posted: 4:51 PM, June 21st (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

((((sadandempty))))

WTG girl!!!! Even though it WASN'T her (damn!!), you were completely ready to handle the situation, that is SUCH a giant step!!

You should be proud of yourself, I am proud of you too!!

((((sadandempty))))


Me (BS), Him (WH): early 50's
3 DS: teens!!! :)
M: 25 (19 1/2 at Dday), Together 30
Dday: Dec 2008
Limbo-ish, again (after multiple S) -- weighing my options

Posts: 2609 | Registered: Aug 2009 | From: EU
sadandempty
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Member # 36710
Default  Posted: 6:21 PM, June 21st (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Thank! I know I couldn't be where I am today with out the help if SI!!!


Me BS
Him WH

"For a minute there I lost myself"


Posts: 158 | Registered: Sep 2012
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