For those that are aware, my husband cheated on me when I was staying at my mother's house for the night with the kids.
I'm terrified and not feeling very confident right now. I'm only five days out. Is it ridiculous to feel this paranoid? It was a one night stand, but all the same, trust = zero right now. He's back to level one. But what do I do? Stay home? Go out and be a frazzled ball of nerves for 24 hours??
[This message edited by LifeReDefined01 at 9:50 AM, June 26th (Wednesday)]
You are so very new to the news. You are going to question everything including yourself. Give yourself some time. You need time to process that you've been cheated on and hurt by the person you thought would be the least likely to do this to you.
You are not being ridiculous at all. Do whatever it is that you need to feel safe. If that means cancelling the trip, then so be it. If that means having your husband check in with you every hour, so be it. You get to define what you need going forward.
ONS or LTA - either way it was cheating. You have to deal with the reality of his horrible choice and look at how you will begin to heal.
Good luck. You can and will make it to the other side.