Dont retreat, reload.
"Pull that knife out of your back - and sever the fuel line to that bus you got thrown under" Bufffalo

Today, I am mostly bed-ridden from a frozen back from head to hips. Payback for trying to be strong beyond reasonnable I beleive.

In my medication-induced nap, I just dreamed that SO was having a pool party with chicks in bikinis. Fudge my life.

I feel like such a failure. Useless building myself a nice life in a useless body. Sometimes I beleive my sole purpose on earth is to serve as a warning to others on what not to do to have a sucessful life.

Perhaps I should make a book out of my life. At least I'd entertain others. Or not.

Give yourself some time. None of this is easy for even the healthiest of folks.

AJ's MOM

I am going through a break-up with my (x)SO as well, although we have been together much less time than you have. It's so hard to walk away, but it's like investing in a stock that is going south, you need decide when to just take your losses. No point in continuing to throw good money after bad again and again.

It's sooo hard, but we can't fix people, as much as we want to (I've heard this a lot in the past week myself!)... it is up to them. The only thing we can do is figure out if we can live with them "as-is" or not. But, it's our choice. We get to make the call.

Good luck, I hope it works out for you.

[This message edited by HappilyUnMarried at 8:45 PM, July 16th (Tuesday)]