So I've been doing really good, more up days than down... getting things accomplished around the house and feeling really empowered. Today I decide to tackle syncing my itunes crap. Music, photos etc. There are still photos of XWH on my phone and I want them off of there! Not necessarily deleted forever, but definitely not in my face everyday, you know?
I am not techy AT ALL, and I have never had a good grasp on itunes, icloud, synching and that stuff. XWH was a whiz at it, and did it for me. Long story short, I am failing tragically at trying to figure this out today. I got the photos off my phone, thank god, but the music is still all screwed up and the Apple store wants $99 to help me figure it out, IF they have someone available that knows PC stuff instead of Mac, since I have an ipad and an iphone, but a Dell laptop.
So now I'm in tears over this and feeling so pathetic to be affected by something so DUMB when I have faced bigger challenges over the last weeks and been fine. I hate getting ambushed by my own emotions like this, and I hate even more that moment of wishing I could call XWH, since it would take him about 2 seconds to handle this and I've been fighting with it for an hour.
I guess I just needed to vent. Thanks for listening. Me: Looking forward to the future
Him: Left behind in the past
Rock bottom became the solid foundation on which I rebuilt my life. ~ JK Rowling