i hate looking at my WH and thinking how could you thats not who you are at all thats not the person i know.
he says he thinks im lying to myself about wanting to stay i dont know if hes right or not because i truly just dont know. there are many reasons i stay and i have some as to why i should go but im lost.
hes made great changes and i dont want anybody to reap the benefits , yet i dont want this as part of our history...
i hate that for every a couple hours someone got his attention that his d*** stood up for someone other than me that he wanted her and not me that night.
i want her to get aids.
i dont know how to control anger ive never been one to be angry and ive never hated before