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User Topic: Am I the only one not tracking dates?
Morhurt
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Default  Posted: 12:28 PM, August 13th (Tuesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I read people's tag lines (signatures?) and they are riddled with dates. I can't remember any.

Ok, one. On my H's bday this year he brought home a deli cake that his "friend" bought him. That was the last straw (actually the first real one) for me.

Anyway, there were ddays, I remember the general time but not a specific date. For example, I received a phone call from an OWH on a Friday in April this year. In early-mid June TT ended with full disclosure of ALL info, it was a Tuesday morning.

Sometimes I'm grateful that I won't have "antiversaries". And if I really wanted the dates, I could figure them out.

Am I alone in preferring to keep that vague?


Me: BS
Him: FWS
M: 15 years
4 lovely daughters
Working to rebuild.

Posts: 944 | Registered: Aug 2013 | From: Canada
ladies_first
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Default  Posted: 12:34 PM, August 13th (Tuesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Given that neuroscientists have proven we can "wear a groove" of negativity in our brains, and those thoughts become triggers, I think that your dateless-memory will be a blessing to you.

That's not to say that bad feelings don't serve a purpose -- but the purpose is to motivate change in behaviors, not obsessive trauma triggers.


"We must be willing to let go of the life we planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us." ~J. Campbell
"In the final analysis, it is your own attitude that will make or break you, not what has happened to you." ~D. Galloway

Posts: 2143 | Registered: Jun 2009
Ostrich80
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Default  Posted: 12:54 PM, August 13th (Tuesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I am just wired that way. I'm a date girl. Not just A stuff but with other things too..good and bad dates. I agree with. ^^^^^. prob a blessing you can block it


BS..me
WS..him
Been with him over half my life
4kid
DD1 10-01-09 DD2 02-12-12 discovered it never ended
OW..nothing special. Just your average skank
Status..#$%@????

Posts: 5133 | Registered: Feb 2012 | From: midwest
Nature_Girl
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Default  Posted: 12:55 PM, August 13th (Tuesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I don't remember the exact date for my DDay. I know the general time because it was a holiday weekend. But that's it. I just now had to look up the date for my really big DDay last year that gave me my "I'm done" moment and triggered the divorce.

I don't want to remember the dates. The dates aren't important to me. What happened is important, and how I live the rest of my life is important.


Me = BS (Stay-at-home-mom)
Him = EX-d out (abusive troglodyte NPD SA)
3 tween-aged kids
Together 20 years
D-Day: Memorial Weekend 2011
2013 - I DIVORCED HIM, I'M FREE!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RBOJpIwF47Y

Posts: 9824 | Registered: Jun 2011 | From: USA
Kelany
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Default  Posted: 1:03 PM, August 13th (Tuesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I remember them all because I have an excellent memory, plus some of them were on our children's birthdays.

However it's too long to list them and I don't want them to BE significant anymore. I want to attach new meaning to them. Like the worst DDay? Is our youngest child's birthday AND my FWH's first SA meeting so it's his sobriety anniversary. I choose to look at it that way instead of all the terrible things about the day, like burning his clothes.

I mean will I remember those days? Yes. But do I have to always attach those memories to those days? No.


BS - Me
SA/FWH Him
DDay 1 - Jul 11
DDay 2 - Jul 12
R Dec 12

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Posts: 2031 | Registered: Feb 2012
sparklezombie
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Default  Posted: 1:16 PM, August 13th (Tuesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I don't remember exact dates, but mostly because we've had a trickle/deluge of DD's. WH had issues with porn starting before we were even married (and we were virgins when we were married), then it turned into dating sites, then sex sites like AFF, then physical cheating, and all this. I can't remember any dates because I can't remember a time in our 11 year marriage that we really have not been dealing with this stuff. This makes me sad to type it out.


BS: Me
WH: Husband
One daughter - 22 months
Married 11.5 years
2.5 false R's.
Status: Divorcing.
You can't pick up a turd by the clean end. Time to flush the toilet.

Posts: 251 | Registered: Jul 2013 | From: Somewhere on the Eastern Seaboard
krazy8516
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Default  Posted: 2:50 PM, August 13th (Tuesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I'm not really keeping track either. I'm not too far out from d-day, so I could go back to a calendar and remember what day it was, but the specific date isn't really important.

I'm a "date girl" but only as necessary. Birthdays, anniversaries (wedding, not "first date" or anything), and I tend to keep track of my menstual cycle - I do not need to be surprised by this!

Honestly, I am hoping that someday in the future this whole affair (no pun intended) will be worthless in the great scheme of things. I know I will never forget it, and I know that it has forever changed me, and my relationship with my husband. But by not remembering the specific day(s) I found out my husband was cheating on me, I am refusing to give the fire what it needs to grow. Besides, I would hate for any furture moments of happiness to be tarnished because of something that happened on that day a long, long time ago....


me: BW, 30
him: WH, 25
us: edging closer to R every day

married 2y, together 2.5y
1 beautiful daughter, 23m

"Someday soon, I'm going to put my life together; Win or lose, I'm starting over again."


Posts: 368 | Registered: Jul 2013 | From: Texas
TxsT
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Default  Posted: 2:59 PM, August 13th (Tuesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

My Dday was 9/11...... How in the hell am I not going to forget THAT day of ALL DAYS....hubby was flying on THAT day, out of Boston. I will never forget the confusion, hurt,worry. It was already a bad day for us, not it is just worse.

I have added dates below because it is easier to understand where i am coming from if they can see just this small snapshot of my world. I hate repeating myself and LTA people know instantly from my dates that we having something in common.

T


Me: BS 50
Hubby: WH 53
Together: 32 years
Married: 25 years 09/10/2013
2 boys: 23&21
Dday: 09/11/2012
A length: 4+ years (yes years)
status: Ongoing Reconciliation :o)

Through thick and thin we will survive but he gets only one shot at it!


Posts: 605 | Registered: Jul 2013 | From: CDN
pmal64
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Default  Posted: 3:05 PM, August 13th (Tuesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I am not one to track specifically... at the time I thought I would never forget the day or the hour! I know the specific year of both OW and events surrounding the time of the year. I remember how old my children were at the time(s). then again, I don't have the best day to day memory anyway and just generally not a specific date person.


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fWH -54

Posts: 576 | Registered: Feb 2007 | From: down south
catlover50
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Default  Posted: 3:06 PM, August 13th (Tuesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I do remember Dday's date, but I plan on reimagining it. I have asked my fWH to change this date to ALA--Authentic Life Anniversary, because it was the beginning of his actually beginning to live honestly, openly and authentically.

The LTA was a symptom and we have both realized the lifetime of pathology his CSA contributed to. (not that that is an excuse or he gets an out--I feel compelled to add). Our lives together have changed so much.

So for our ALA he is charged with creating a special day that will be a celebration rather than a trigger or reason to look backwards. It will be interesting to see what he comes up with. (this is not something he has ever been good at before!)



Dday -9/24/2012
Reconciling

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