Wish me luck. I have one last kick at the can today. My BW is having a hard time coming to terms with how I could have a LTA on someone who only supported me and encouraged me. Someone who looked after me like the small child I acted.
How could I show interest in such and opposite person compared to my BW? How could I do this to our DD? How could I lie for so long? How could I lay next to another woman? How could I say negative things about my BW?
These are some of the questions I need to answer. I'm not looking for an answer as I'm the only one that can. It all boils down to the broad answer of because I wanted to. Hopefully I can elaborate on each outstanding question and explain why I wanted to. I want to bring closure that my BW has asked for for over a year. I love her so much.