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User Topic: How to deal with Anger
Taurus517
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Default  Posted: 2:00 PM, August 23rd (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Today is a good day. BS woke up pissed off from last night. Admit that I am in denial and me being the most contradicting person in the world, I say one thing do another or I want this and do another. I cant make up my mind for nothing I'm a confused individual. Looking forward to IC tomorrow its been awhile since Feb. I think it will help because after resigning from my job in Feb and lost my insurance, i stopped going. From then thought I can do this on my own, am I wrong about that.

I have been to me feel like I have been controlling my anger lately, but holding on to it is hard at times. Seeing my BS angry this morning realized how anger can control someone. I know it was out of anger but some stuff from my childhood got thrown back in my face, one thing I never told anyone. I got a bit aggitated but stayed calm and towards the end I did get frustrated because I said something contradicting and got questioned about it, got frustrated and didnt have answer that no more clear thoughts.

Anger has been my biggest issue and it has definitely lead me to this position. I saw my BS this type of way and she never was, now she is what I always thought of her to be, I took her for granted and created this. Now her anger is out and I dont know how to respond to it but stand there and shut up.

I feel like Im babbling and not making any sense right now, I want to know how do yall handle the anger and what are your steps??? What do you do when things are being said that are to belittle you and make you feel even more shitty than you are?? I want her to vent all that anger out because I put her in this position and its just sometimes I dont know what to do and help on it.


Me: WS 31
A : 17 months
Her : BS/WS 26 (ShockedErica11)
A: 3 months
DD : 3
Relationship : 4
Married : 2
DDay : November 2012
Her DDay : June 2013

Posts: 71 | Registered: Dec 2012 | From: Chamblee
20WrongsVs1
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Default  Posted: 2:31 PM, August 23rd (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Just because you had an A, you didn't give up the right to your feelings. If you're angry: feel it, and calmly express your feelings in words.

Let's put aside for a second that she doesn't have the power to "make you" feel shitty. If something that lands hurtful is said, my C encourages me to say: "Ow." Which usually stops the conversation and we can talk about it.

You say she intends to belittle you. Are you sure? This sounds weird if you've never tried it, but try the "When you said X, I felt Y" construct, and ask what her intentions were.

When you said blah-blah, I felt hurt. What reaction were you looking for, when you said that?


fWW: 42
BH: 52
DDay: April 21, 2013
Sweet DS & fierce DD, under 10
"Between stimulus and response there’s a space, in that space lies our power to choose our response, in our response lies our growth and our freedom." V. Frankl

Posts: 1233 | Registered: Apr 2013 | From: Redneck land
ResoluteH
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Default  Posted: 2:33 PM, August 23rd (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Wow. I logged on with the idea of starting a topic with the same question. My question is from a slightly different angle, but I eagerly await answers to yours.

P.S. To 20Wrongsvs1 -- Thank you! I started this post before I saw yours.

[This message edited by ResoluteH at 2:36 PM, August 23rd (Friday)]


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20WrongsVs1
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Exclaimation  Posted: 3:47 PM, August 23rd (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Guys, I cannot strongly enough recommend the book Nonviolent Communication by Rosenberg. It basically coaches you to learn empathy, step-by-step, and has totally changed my life. It's all about speaking and listening compassionately. And, identifying and owning your feelings.


fWW: 42
BH: 52
DDay: April 21, 2013
Sweet DS & fierce DD, under 10
"Between stimulus and response there’s a space, in that space lies our power to choose our response, in our response lies our growth and our freedom." V. Frankl

Posts: 1233 | Registered: Apr 2013 | From: Redneck land
1DumbHusband
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Default  Posted: 9:09 PM, August 23rd (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Taurus: I completely understand and thank you for posting this. I too have a hard time when my beautiful BS is angry over a trigger. It's not like she's making up stuff to hurt me, but mostly restating my actions and what she believes we're my motivations and intentions when I did my terrible things to hurt her. It's hard to hear and relive it, but I try to be as supportive as I can. You're right, I feel incredibly shitty when she does and I remember how little I valued my family when I did those horrible things. For me, I try to use those times as reminders and motivation to be a better husband, father, and person overall. I apologize for my acts and I try to re-emphasize how I am learning from the mistakes which got me in our current situation and stress how much I want to make a permanent change in me for the betterment of our family. Keep fighting for your BS is the best advice I can offer. My wonderful BS keeps asking me "why do I care all of the sudden" or "why didn't you fight for our relationship"...well I was guilty of not caring as much as I should and not fighting for us. So me helping her vent her anger and emotions and "taking it" is me fighting for us. It sucks to hear, but if it helps her heal, then it's worth it.


Me: FWH 34
Her: 31 and deserving much better than I've given her (CCW82)
Married 4 years, together 6 years.
D-Day: June 17th, 2013
"Don't give up. You're married until you're not. You never know what tomorrow will bring."

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