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User Topic: WH's "contract"
tryin2havefaith
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Default  Posted: 5:00 PM, August 30th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I agree with the others....total BS!!!


If he truly wanted to R, he would come to you with a blank paper and let you put the terms down. He as WH does not get to 'dictate' terms.

I have some large size contractor bags if you need!


ME- BS
HIM- WS
DDay 1/2011
4 - 6 months of TT'ing
Fully R'd
"Just as ripples spread out when a single pebble is dropped into water, the actions of individuals can have far-reaching effects. " -Dalai Lama

Posts: 265 | Registered: Oct 2012
dazdandconfuzed
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Default  Posted: 6:40 AM, August 31st (Saturday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

fWH has been in recovery for 2 years now, but he is an SA. He took what I thought was a very carefully worded poly and "passed". Through initial discussions, I realized many of his answers were not truthful. When I pointed it out to him, his answer was "huh - I didn't think of it that way (ie you said x when the truth is y, he would say he never even considered y so at the time he thought x was true)".

In other words - he "beat" the poly. When I talked to our MC about it, he wasn't surprised at all. He said it made sense since H was so delusional. I'm guessing your H is pretty sure he is gonna beat any poly, and that's why he offered them.


Me - BW
Him - WH

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numbandnauseous
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Default  Posted: 11:29 PM, August 31st (Saturday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Thanks, dazd, for your input. My SAWH also has NPD traits, so I was thinking he might be able to beat the poly bc he believes his lies. That is why he is willing to do so many of them.

Also, I was thinking that I do not want to have to be M to someone who is constantly taking polys as a measure of his truthfulness and fidelity to me - seems like he is a criminal and seems like there should be something else that I can believe in rather than having a machine tell me that my H is being honest. Who would want to have a M like that?

to the offers of hefty/contractor bags!

I still haven't told him - I am totally prepared, but I was out late with the kids tonight and I didn't have the energy to start the convo after we finally got them in bed. I will get the kids in bed early tomorrow and tell him then.

Also, as a background thing, there is a possibility that his cancer is back - one of the tumor markers in his blood is elevated. His oncologist thinks it's nothing, but he is having a scan soon just to make sure. One of my IRL confidantes has told me that I can't leave him if he has cancer, so I better get him out of the house before he gets the scan just in case the results are not favorable. It makes me sad that I have to even think this way, but remaining M to him as he is now is unbearable to me.


BS (me) - 41
WH - 48, EA with HS GF x 2
M: 10 years, T: 20
2 small children
DDay#1 - Christmas 2011 (OW#1)
Confronted - 4/6/12
DDay#2 - July 9, 2012 (OW#2)
He is an SA (Oct 2012)
Divorcing

Posts: 827 | Registered: Jan 2012 | From: the other side
Dreamland
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Default  Posted: 8:02 PM, September 1st (Sunday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I am so sorry.. I too agree it sounds fishy...
So he is trying to save money but he's willing to spend money for his Vegas trip.. I bet he drops more than 1200$ for that... Your IC and your child's is far more important than any trips with friends.. In fact he shouldn't be traveling at all unless its only work related and then not Vegas..
Also how much did he spend on OW 2... Are you sure she isn't dictating anything here.. Like an exit affair maybe OW2 is trying to be his next future BW.. Also did you get him to sign a postnuptial contract regarding future financial state if he were to cheat again.
I agree continue with your path and good luck..


Me-BS 50 Him-WH 47, DD17
Together since 1993, Married 19 yrs
DDay 3/12,4/12,7/12 EA-PA OW - 25 single husband chasing bastard whore

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Dark Inertia
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Default  Posted: 8:39 PM, September 1st (Sunday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Hmm, I don't know if you genuinely want constructive criticism or you are just posting this "contract" to be mocked.
Thoughts on the contract:

I also think if he is to accountable for his cash then you should be accountable for the money that you mentioned in an earlier thread you are hiding from him. If you are even playing with the idea of reconciliation BOTH of you need to be open and honest with each other.

On the therapy thing... is this the same therapy that you both attended where yourself and the therapist seemingly pressured him into finding some sort of FOO issues? I am only going off of what I recall, and I do remember thinking there was a lot of pressure for him to find a traumatic event from childhood.

No, I don't think it is wise for him to go to Las Vegas at this point.

OW2? I thought he had one "possible" affair with some chick from his Las Vegas trip. Honestly, I remember the transcripts OP posted of the VAR, and I never got the impression he cheated. =/

[This message edited by Dark Inertia at 9:14 PM, September 1st (Sunday)]


"If I listened earlier, I wouldn't be here. But that's just the trouble with me. I give myself very good advice, but I very seldom follow it."

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numbandnauseous
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Default  Posted: 1:00 AM, September 2nd (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Today I told SAWH that I can't stay M to him anymore and he has to move out. He acted truly surprised and confused; said that he thought he was offering all the things I wanted: polygraphs and going to CSAT/following recommendations. He conveniently failed to mention what he wanted "in exchange for" him being in therapy: my son and I to reduce our therapy, reduce cleaning lady and he wanted to take a Vegas trip with the same guys that he went to Vegas with when he cheated on me. It's so interesting to watch now that I know how he manipulates - it's really easy to see now and for that I am thankful.

He took it pretty well. We are going to tell the kids tomorrow and he'll move out in a week or so to give them some transition time.

The only wrinkle was when he asked for his contract back.  I told him I would get it back to him.  He said he needed it RIGHT NOW and kept on demanding it; at first demanding the original, then demanding a photocopy RIGHT NOW.  He was talking in a threatening tone and said he was going to get it if I didn't give it to him.  I asked him if I needed to call the police and then he backed down.

I told him when I gave him a photocopy of his contract that if he was going to act like that then he was going to have to leave sooner than we discussed bc I wasn't going to tolerate that. He then was conciliatory, but who knows?

So that's my update for now; I'll keep you posted....

Dark Inertia - no, I don't really want constructive criticism; just wanted to be validated bc I thought his contract was total BS and I wanted to make sure I wasn't overreacting. I'm not sure what money you are talking about that I am hiding from him, but I already am completely transparent with my money. I charge everything except for therapy and our cleaning lady. So, all my cash goes to therapy and house cleaning and I have labeled it as such in our quicken account. My SAWH, on the other hand, has most of his cash in quicken labeled as "misc," which is in no way acceptable for a WH, much less a SAWH. Re: the therapy thing - he is seeing a CSAT of his choosing, not our MC that we were seeing before. And, we weren't trying to force him to find some trauma in his childhood; he just wouldn't even admit a SINGLE bad thing (it didn't have to be traumatic) that had happened in his childhood: he was never upset with his parents, never had a single bad feeling in his childhood according to him - which is not only deceitful, it is impossible. I have first-hand seen his mother's NPD/PA, manipulative ways and his father's "doormat" passiveness and there is no way he could not be affected in some way by that. Re: OW2 - I got to meet her; he planned to meet up with her across the country without me. When we were across the country I wanted to go home from a party that she was at and he made me wait for 30 mins bc she said she wanted to talk to him, thus putting OW2's needs above his wife's. Then he tried to go see her without me and I told him no. He then snuck out the next day lying that he was going to run errands, but ended up going to see her. As for OW1 in Vegas, I don't know if it was a PA, but was definitely an EA. Why would you ever think it would be ok for a M man to meet an old HS GF in Vegas and NOT TELL HIS WIFE?! You didn't get the impression that he cheated, but many others did. I'm not sure why you feel the need to post that you didn't feel that he cheated. I have read your other posts and you are very supportive to others. I don't feel that you are supportive to me and I am a hurting BS just like many others on here.


BS (me) - 41
WH - 48, EA with HS GF x 2
M: 10 years, T: 20
2 small children
DDay#1 - Christmas 2011 (OW#1)
Confronted - 4/6/12
DDay#2 - July 9, 2012 (OW#2)
He is an SA (Oct 2012)
Divorcing

Posts: 827 | Registered: Jan 2012 | From: the other side
ionlytalkedtoher
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Default  Posted: 8:35 AM, September 2nd (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

what ? tell him to rewrite it.

he is under the impression that marriages are fair and everyone gets equal this and that if you give me this I will give you that. \no. marriage is all about sacrifice.

You can "allow" him to do anything that feels comfortable for you. If not--then no.


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numbandnauseous
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Default  Posted: 11:25 AM, September 3rd (Tuesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

So I told him that he needs to move out. He has been crying and said he needs more time to tell the kids. He then said that the contract was negotiable. I don't know what to do. I feel like I will need to teach him how to be in a relationship and let him know that he will not be able to hang out with his friends (the ones in the first trip are into porn and then ones in the second, Vegas trip went along with his cheating, so neither are good influences for him at this point in his recovery). I was thinking that I should tell him to go over the contract with his CSAT so it would be his CSAT telling him that these things are not ok instead of me being the bad guy.

At the same time, I am not sure I want to go yet another round with him - he is clearly not into recovery and I don't know if this is yet another stall tactic and a waste of my time. I don't know if he will ever truly enter into recovery.

[This message edited by numbandnauseous at 11:26 AM, September 3rd (Tuesday)]


BS (me) - 41
WH - 48, EA with HS GF x 2
M: 10 years, T: 20
2 small children
DDay#1 - Christmas 2011 (OW#1)
Confronted - 4/6/12
DDay#2 - July 9, 2012 (OW#2)
He is an SA (Oct 2012)
Divorcing

Posts: 827 | Registered: Jan 2012 | From: the other side
soconfusednow
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Default  Posted: 11:04 PM, September 3rd (Tuesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

1. In order to rebuild trust, I will commit to a monthly polygraph test for the next 6 months. If these tests are positive, meaning "no deception," tests will be every 2 months for an additional 1 year. If "no deception" in these tests, testing will end at the end of that year (approximately the end of 2014).

I know someone who admitted he should have failed the test, then bragged about how easy it was to pass.


D-Day January 2013
prior EA in the 90's
me 50
WH 52
NC-several
last broken NC 7/2013 (hopefully)
Married 29 years
2 kids
Want to believe it's over, but is it really? Will I ever trust again?

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tired girl
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Default  Posted: 12:02 AM, September 4th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

N&N,

A WS that is remorseful does not offer up their BS a contract of any sort that allows for them to continue in old behavior. This is not him being remorseful, this is him bargaining in order to have the marriage how he wants it. He is crying because he knows how to manipulate you well. Do not fall for this.

As to whether I think your H is NPD or SA or just a run of the mill giant asshole, I can't say. Giant assholes can look like a lot of things that are easy to slap a label on. Either way, he knows your buttons, so stand firm in what your boundaries are.


Me45 Him 45 Hardlessons DS 25,23,20
D Day 1/18/10 his 3/8/2012 mine
"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent." Eleanor Roosevelt

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PamJ
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Default  Posted: 3:14 PM, September 4th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

My WH cried the night I finally got all the info I needed to know he had started up with his EA with the same OW again. He knew he was in big trouble and he cried. I was too numb to worry about it at the time.

A week later when he finally admitted another bit of info he had previously lied about I was upset again that he was still doing that, holding out on me when he knew I needed it all to get it out and deal with it, I was mad. he cried again, only this time I told him. "Don't do that, i don't need your tears" and I walked away. I felt like he was being manipulative and shifting the attention to him, his feelings, his needs. He got upset for a few that I would discount his tears and i told him he had no right to be angry with me. I was not the betrayer. He hasn't done it since, which is good, I
found it quite repulsive at the time.


Me: BS 50+
Him: WH 60

3 EAs

2 grown sons, 1 grown step-son

Last DDay, March 19, 2013 after a few weeks of TT- trying to have a new marriage after almost 35 years.
No more chances.


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numbandnauseous
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Default  Posted: 11:34 PM, September 4th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

He is not crying anymore - seems to be over it. We are having the "divorce talk" with the kids in a couple of days and he seems totally fine with it. I am starting to feel sad.

Thanks for sharing your stories, your advice - I really appreciate it.


BS (me) - 41
WH - 48, EA with HS GF x 2
M: 10 years, T: 20
2 small children
DDay#1 - Christmas 2011 (OW#1)
Confronted - 4/6/12
DDay#2 - July 9, 2012 (OW#2)
He is an SA (Oct 2012)
Divorcing

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PamJ
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Default  Posted: 2:53 PM, September 5th (Thursday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

FWIW I just read the 'contract' to my fWH and when I was done I asked him "What did he do wrong" (as we have been talking about what the 'right' things are to help rebuild trust and start to heal.

Without hesitating he said "He should have stopped after the first 5 items HE was going to do" and "He is in no position to be asking for something in return"

I have been giving him positive reinforcement for all the right things he is doing now.

I wish you were in the same place.

[This message edited by PamJ at 2:54 PM, September 5th (Thursday)]


Me: BS 50+
Him: WH 60

3 EAs

2 grown sons, 1 grown step-son

Last DDay, March 19, 2013 after a few weeks of TT- trying to have a new marriage after almost 35 years.
No more chances.


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numbandnauseous
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Default  Posted: 12:40 AM, September 6th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Thanks so much for reading the contract to your WH and posting about it, Pam. And thank you for the wishes. I am glad that your WH is getting it and you are moving forward.

Tonight, we were rehearsing the divorce talk that we're going to have with the kids and I started bawling when I got to the part about "we're sorry that even though these problems are between us, they will mean some changes for you."

Today, I have been thinking about the "silver lining" in D for the kids and there really isn't any. (Oh wait, I just thought of not showing them a dysfunctional relationship so that they don't end up in one). I was thinking that for me, the silver lining is starting fresh with a new person, knowing better what to look for, getting out of a toxic relationship, being a healthier person in a relationship, getting to date again, having EOW free to do whatever I want, etc. But for the kids, they have to shuttle between homes, they may feel like they have to choose between parents, they have to leave one parent to go see the other, they may feel like it is their fault, etc. I don't see any upside for them (except for the biggie I stated above, which I just realized).

Anyway, I started bawling, SAWH asked if he could put his arm around me, I said yes. He then said that we don't have to get D'd. He also said he didn't even know why I didn't like the contract. I laid it all out for him:

1-5 are what he needs to do just for me to stay M to him.

He doesn't get anything in "exchange for" 1-5.

He doesn't understand that a relationship is not always equal; you don't "give a to get b." There will be sacrifice. (To which he said, "And I always have to be the one to do the sacrificing." I said, "I"ve been sacrificing for 20 years. I've had a M with no love, no emotional intimacy and no sex for 20 years. and yes, right now you are the one who screwed up and you will have to do the sacrificing.")

He doesn't have a say in how much therapy me or my son get.

Additionally, he doesn't get to cut my IC and my son's IC and then say that he is going to take a trip to Vegas, where he cheated on me.

I am absolutely able to give him the 3rd degree about cash, the A, whatever I want (this won't last forever) - this is called communicating about our relationship and it is essential for healing. (For the record, I have been very calm through this all and don't scream, etc. He is VERY sensitive to criticism and feels that me merely questioning him about his cash expenditures is "giving him the third degree.")

He said that he spent 5 hours last weekend cataloging all his cash expenditures for July. He didn't tell me that he had done this. We talked about how there is to be little to no cash expenditures and no "loosey goosey" cash expenditures like "business expense," "hotel maid," "baby shower gift at work," etc.

We spoke about the no-go on the Vegas trip and the other trip. I asked him if wives were invited to the other trip (I already knew the answer and he has lied to me about other trips being "guys only") and to his credit, he didn't lie and said that wives were invited.

He said he would do all of the above.

So, what do you think?

[This message edited by numbandnauseous at 12:46 AM, September 6th (Friday)]


BS (me) - 41
WH - 48, EA with HS GF x 2
M: 10 years, T: 20
2 small children
DDay#1 - Christmas 2011 (OW#1)
Confronted - 4/6/12
DDay#2 - July 9, 2012 (OW#2)
He is an SA (Oct 2012)
Divorcing

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sinsof thefather
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Default  Posted: 2:50 AM, September 6th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Is this the first time he's ever agreed to do everything you want for R with no 'conditions' of his own? - If it is - then I would probably give him this one last chance if it were me - purely because he now knows that R is not 'negotiable' with you after his betrayal and he doesn't get to demand terms. If he wants to stay married to you he has to change his ways. That this really is the last chance saloon - and maybe he finally knows that now.


Also because if he's still early in his own CSAT therapy (is that correct? Sorry, I don't know the full details of your story, so disregard this advice if this is not so) but if he is still early in therapy then it gives that therapy a little more time to take some effect. Especially given that the Vegas trip is happening in the very near future - it's not that long to wait until you soon see how serious he is about changing his attitude and following your rules for R. But as I said earlier, I'm not up with all the details of your situation, this is purely my opinion based on this thread alone.


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PamJ
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Default  Posted: 8:21 AM, September 6th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

<<" There will be sacrifice. (To which he said, "And I always have to be the one to do the sacrificing." >>

This is the part that still bothers me. He is still resentful, he just does not get it. My WH stopped this attitude the minute he knew our M was on the verge of ending. He has not once acted like he is sacrificing anything for us to stay married. he has thanked me over and over again for giving him another chance.

I hope your WH gets it, but I have my doubts. It seems he is agreeing to whatever it takes to get you to stay in the M, but who knows how long that would last given his attitude.

[This message edited by PamJ at 8:21 AM, September 6th (Friday)]


Me: BS 50+
Him: WH 60

3 EAs

2 grown sons, 1 grown step-son

Last DDay, March 19, 2013 after a few weeks of TT- trying to have a new marriage after almost 35 years.
No more chances.


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JanaGreen
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Default  Posted: 8:27 AM, September 6th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Without hesitating he said "He should have stopped after the first 5 items HE was going to do" and "He is in no position to be asking for something in return"

Exactly this - I read the first five items and thought hey, this is pretty good. Then the rest of it was total crap. I'm sorry he handed you a load of crap and expected you to believe it was gold.


We're both in our 30s. One awesome 4-year-old daughter.

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Default  Posted: 2:04 PM, September 6th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

((((N&N))))

This so sucks, he just keeps giving you just enough to keep you hanging on. I know this has to be incredibly hard. There's what I should do, and what I want to do.

It seems you have found your strong, and are not willing to tolerate any more crap from him, and are ready to show him the door should he falter again. But the reality of it is, I don't think he really truly gets it, he is just doing whatever he can to keep the status quo. He really feels he is giving up a lot. WTF?!?

I don't know I think I would still make him go, and then if he makes progress, and really starts to get it, you can always reevaluate, but you are showing your kids that MOM is incredibly strong, and demands respect. This will last the rest of your life.

((((and strength))))


Me: FBS
Him: FWS
Kids: 15 & 17
Married for 22 years now, was 16 at the time. .
D-Day Sept 26 2008
Fully R'd, and Happy Happy Happy

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StillGoing
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Default  Posted: 2:09 PM, September 6th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

You filed for D. That's a pretty open and shut statement there. If he wants to save his relationship with you then this is not the time to make demands like going out to play with buddies in the prostitute capital of the United States or Kindly Shut The Fuck Up About Asking After Money.


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Default  Posted: 12:01 AM, September 9th (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Na&n

We are truly married to the same man. Same patterns. See what I posted on SA thread. Only mine is out of the house.

I had the talk tonight to file for D because he has not paid support and I can not rely on his whims of what he will pay.

He lashed out and made some comments meant to rattle me. I said we need to end this conversation as it is unproductive.

He now calls me and says he wants to sit down and sort out the finances and he will approve kids therapy. I told him we need to file so we each protect our assets, if we want to shelve the D and resume MC we can discuss it. Ughhhh he truly plays cat and mouse.


This is the work within, having control over the outcome of our lives. Robert Bly refers to this as “Warrior work.” A warrior fights for a cause, something he believes in. As opposed to a soldier who merely fights for control – power or profit.

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